and again...

I FELL IN LOVE..
with..
Jack Sparrow..


I FELL IN LOVE..
when Pirates of Caribbean 1 released..
when he cursed me to be "forever his" sailing off in his Black Pearl..

I FELL OUT of LOVE..
when Pirates of Caribbean 2 released..
i missed the dead man's chest..
he can have mine if he wants.. *cheeky grins*

NOW I FELL BACK in LOVE.. WAY DEEP..
when Pirates of Caribbean 3 took me to the end of the world with him..
we can be forever n ever n ever where eternity lies, immortality exists...
*droolingg*



yo ho.. a pirate's life for me~~..
go check out their soundtracks.. not bad..
hoist the colours too...
yo, ho, haul together~~..
hoist the colours high~~..
heave ho, thieves and beggars~~
never say we die~~



AWWww man.. when I was watching with my sibs this evening..
I was so so engrossed into him man.. and the whole movie..
It was like.. I was.. separated from reality for a sec..
Living in the full adventurous pirates' world with mystery, curse and surreal-ity.
Johnny Depp is SO the MAN mannn.. *click here*
He is so damn freaking suitable for the character.
Like damn damn NGAM him..
No one can bring Jack Sparrow's character to that real LIFE other than him. ARGH.
(no wonder people like DugongRaymond also take him as favourite actor.. LOL)

No trailer this time. Go youtube yourself.
I'm keeping him all to myself. *chuckles* (lazy actually)
For official website click *here*
Actually I watched most Johnny Depp's movies..
ya including that.. Sleepy Hollow.. Corpse's Bride.
No idea how or why.. somehow..
I'm just attracted to him.. especially when he started pirate-ing.
I'm definitely getting all 3 dvds.
Gonna start drooling over him.
I've got a new nick for myself.
Mrs. Jack Sparrow.
*muka tebal, polis won't tangkap one*

p/s: I don't quite like Orlando Bloom here though.. not MAN enough for Will Turner.. but he get to smooch Keira.. lucky him. Johnny Depp still the best. *nyek nyek* and I mean.. MY Jack Sparrow/Depp.

*imagining his dark MACHO eye-liner.. grabbing his locks.. smoldering kisses*
and our private "show" starts from there..
let your imagination bring you frantically wilddd...
Sshhhhhh.. *winks*
Sorry peeps...
*curtain closed* "private" remember?

Leaves for dinner

My dinner tonight.
After my marmite pork rice this afternoon for lunch...
my fattening pizza for dinner last night..
and my banana cheesecake...

I so so so desperately IN NEED of some fresh greens..
ORGANIC oil-free, fat-free, calories-free, carbo-free dinner!!!!

Tak BOLeH TAHAN makan all those fattening craps and then end up looking like a 100million years old retarded fat tortoise sitting here, blogging bout fats.
(my mind is swaying away and away... wandering.. looking for pasta..) *so craving*

Want my salad anybody? It's fresh and colourful and organic.
(and reminds me of Phoenix.. vegan mar.. hehehe)
At least I don't feel any "jelak" after dinner tonight. =P
But getting hungry fast worr... How?
That's why I stored up some in the fridge for midnight snack.
MWhahahah.. It's like no talk punya talk rite.. *foolishly grins*


*glancing over to my left.. mommy eating cheesecake.. slurps.. saliva dripping*

busy "yummy" sunday

Woke up on a boring sunny Sunday.
Din't expect it to be a full busy day ahead. *beams*

YaWWwnnn... greeted with the aroma of mung bean and sweet potato soup.
Yala.. organic again.. -_-
Nice to smell but no interest to eat.
Like I've said again n again me no no "tong-shui" girl..
But kena forced to swallow one full bowl up as breakfast.
(mom yada-yada away with its damn good nutritious facts)


BOOK FAIR!!!!!

Mom and sis wanna go to the Chinese big book fair/exhibition.
Hokkien Association Hall, Klang.
Fetched Aunt Sylvia (mom's friend) from her house and off we went.

Wahsai!!
Really all cina books man. I tak tau baca all.
I went over to the National Geographic booth.
Promoting on subscription. All in chinese.

"You guys have it in English too, right?"
The guy said.. "Nope"

*aiyak! buta-buta kena di-embarass-kan*

Mom complained all lousy books. Unwanted.
My sis bought a horror book... 30% off.
and konon the pisang girl (moi) bought the most.. = Chinese Brushes!!!
Not for calligraphy larr!! watercolour and colouring purposes. =P



I WANT TO BALIK RUMAH!!

Then hor... thought wanna go back d.. mana tau..
These 2 aunties wanna go organic shop. Aiseehhh...
betul-betul cannot come out once they enter.
Take everything like no need money one.
Veggies lar.. oats lar.. crackers lar.. fruits lar.. this lar that lar..
So i saw this organic shampoo cum conditioner.. jojoba oil..
(20 bucks for one small bottle, if good I intro u guys nex time =P)
Ask mummy to buy for me..
mWhahahaha.. she did. *hug hug huggg grins broadly*

"If finished d, you buy urself next time okay."
-_- Happy halfway only. Ceh.



WHAT?? STILL NOT GOING HOMEE?!??!?

Then hor... I really really thought can balik d.
Mana tau... going over to Aunt Sylvia's house to make pizza and cheese cake.
*slaps forehead*
Ok lar.. cincai lar then, since my cheesecake failed *here*..
She and my mom good in cooking. Both went baking classes together before.
She's good. Worked in NZ before.

Pizza first. All organic vegetables even the wheat flour for pizza dough except sausages, crabsticks, mayo and cheese. We "kids" just stood aside.. Aunt Sylvia and mommy doing the job. Hahaha.. They darn farnee. It was more like THEY are the kids. Talking like fighting.. then laughed so loud suddenly. Hmm.. everything you see in her house, i have it all in my house too.. just in different colours. from tupperwares to utensils, pots and pans, washing machine, food, drinks... all sama-sama lar.. *scratches head*

Pizza was abfab. I like the oregano smell. *munch munch*.
I prefer this more than Pizza Hut or Dominoes.
This pizza reminds me of the All Star Sports Cafe Pizza. Miss it.
*craving* FATTENING siall!!!!

While waiting for the pizza to bake.. started on mixing cheesecake ingredients.. No need use machine one wor.. *gasped* all hand mix.. *wwahhhh* Hahahhaha.
Planning to make banana cheesecake.. oh.. i mean.. ORGANIC banana cheesecake. Even the sugar also organic. *shakes head* Sigh.

The cake was nice but I couldn't quite take the banana smell.. too "heavy" for me though.
BUT better than mine lar okayy.. cos her cheese is *yummyylicioussss*..

FATTENING SIALLL!!!!! but yummy wor.. BUT FAT FAT FATTTTT!!!!!


After all these fuss and buss and muss.. balik rumah.. shower.. and off to AIRPORT.
Daddy coming back.. Yay Yay!!
Days passed damn kuai-sey fast lorr.. Wahahaha..
Tra-la-la-la-la...
Toodles.. *skipping around like soh-porhh*

Allan very happy tonight

Happy HAppy BiRTHDAyyyy
ALLAN!!!!

another 22 tahun boy turning to a new 23 tahun man mature guy.

More photos coming up. Too late now. Tired.
But got a short vid. =P
Brain malfunction. Words tak tentu. Sorry.

cheesyy "freckled" cake

First attempt to make chilled cheesecake.

Ingredients - Cream cheese, whipping cream, butter, cinnamon powder, gelatin, sugar, brown sugar, lemon juice, crackers crumbs, blueberry filling.. hmmm.. that's about it.. i guess..

My lil' brother wants little tart shapes cheesy..
Not sure can a not.. no harm giving it a try.. *takut-takut*
if not nice.. he still will sapu all.. so no worries. Mwhahaha..



Chilling the batter.



Hmm... sitting there, chilling and lepaking with rest of the "family" in my fridge.
Let it sulk there overnight and see how tomorrow.
But hor.. someone curi makan the small tarts...

AISEHHhhhh..
the taste still like some cheesy cake lar..
the bottom layer is a bit "sor".. cos it's oat digestive crackers..
the cheesy layer not creamy enough.. cos the mixing part a bit "kesalahan"

Oh dear... u can even see from the pic that..
it's dot dot dot.. like my face.. the freckled face..
ahahhaha.. Darn it..

so I assumed.. the first try-out = FAIL.
*running around "spluttering" tears*

Never mind. Still got next time.
Practices make perfect mar..
BUT practices to make cheesecakes make me FAT too..


-_-"

berny, birthday babe

Happy happy Birthday!!!
Berny~~~!!!!!

* * * * *

Went Hartamas just now with Yvonne to meet up with Berny.. brought camera there.. but ended up.. forgotten to take it out. Too into talking and catching up d. Hahah.. damn. So didn't take any pics of the bday girl and dinner. Sigh.. no choice lor.. curi her pic from her friendster. Hahaha..

random pic. outside Hartamas Shopping Center.

On the way back.. only remembered bout my cam. Haha.. ok ok.. Old d.. getting more and more absent-minded. I admit okay. Brain ain't functioning that well lately. Darn.

So took it out. Cam-whore a bit here and there. Now only I know.. cam-whore makes Yvonne get all "excited". She stopped her car road-side, still tekan the brake, giggled, laughed, play-snatching and almost biting. Why?? Our secret. *sHh*

Candid piece. She deleted the cutest one I took. Blardee.



I look damn silly up here. IIIiiissshhhh...
My forehead looked as wide as the airport itself.
Bad angle.
Bad hair "flip" too.
10 airplanes can parked on my forehead side by side dy.
*curse deeply*
(whispers) Tyra Bank's forehead also wide hor.. Hehehehe.. *devilish thoughts*



Hehe.. Kacau her again.
Her dimples damn chun one lor okay..
Damn a lot of guys complimented on her dimples d..
Jeles-nya aku.. *pokes her dimple*





Finally she willing to smile prettily and damn FAKE-ly.
Auditioning for the latest Darlie toothpaste ad. Pass boh??




No other pics of the bday girl d.. except her sitting by the roadside. sobb....
We're so bad hor.. *weeps openly*

pls shut up only at the right time

I hate asking questions repeatedly only to get answered with "silence"..
Like totally hate it till the desperate need to poke the eyes, chop the head, drain the blood, scrape the skin, slice it, dice it, mince it and feed it to the fugly stray dogs that end up puking it all out again. *stinks*

Shopping orgassmm

I want to go shopppinggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let's shopping.. uh huhhh uh huhhhh.. i like it.. uh huhhh uh huhhhh
Let's go shoppinngggggg!!!!!
Fantastica fabulousaaa desperattaaaa urge to shoppppaaa....
Who's up for a shopping spree?!??!?!
Weeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~ *screams hysterically*


(saw one hand up... and another.. andd.. andd.... fuyyoohhhhh... wayy lotttttts)
*waves up highhhhh and goess wilddddd*


Let's go shoppinggg... shoppa and shoppppa and shoppppaaaaaaaaaaaa.. uhhhhh.. sizzz..
ah shoppp.... shoppp.. shopppppppppp!!!!!!~~~~~
shopshopshopshopshopshopshpsohopshpsohposhposhposhopsshopshopsho
SHOPPING!!!!




Oops.. my sudden shopping-triple-orgasm attack.

my own creation pasta

Another day with no car, no where to go.. and no money to spend.
The difference is.. today is Saturday. Damn.
Stay at home and sulk over my menstrual cramps and back-aches.

*

I made lunch today despite I couldn't even stand like real straight with shoulders straight, chest up, or with a book on my head. Like I said.. nothing to do mar..

Mom went out to fetch my sister from school, brother lagi sleeping in his room.. I have the whole damn house for myself to do whatever I want for at least an hour and what I did was... I decided to cook. *rolled eyes* Too free that I even enjoyed clean up dirty kitchen messes. Lame hor? I might just balik tidur again but couldn't larrr.. my back aching makes lying down a nightmare.

Super fast meal to prepare. My nameless pasta. Not sure how to name it 'cos it was just some simply-tossed-in-rojak-cold-pasta pasta. Opened the fridge and just dug out anything that I could possibly find and thought that it will be okayy for my nameless pasta. (too late to go buy ingredients due to a fast-attack desire to cook)

What I've tossed in were... onions, that purple-cabbage, french beans, cherry tomatoes, cheesy sausages, button mushrooms, dark raisins, garlics, plain tuna light, butter, black pepper, some italian herbs, a lil' lemon juice, rice wine (or apple cider), hints of salt and sugar... with the "main" twirls of organic pasta.

(Ask me why issit "organic".. 'cos my mom is a sudden real real real real BIG fan of anything that you can get in organic.. she shops there too often but liking every bit of it)

The pasta tasted good. Seriously. *grinning*
No kidding. They finished it.
My mom is quite a food critic..
Those really don't-give-face type especially to me...
And she ate most of it. Hehehehe.. *happy happy*
I didn't eat much 'cos ... err.. no idea why.
Cramps making me not hungry, i guess. *smirks*


My organic mom's total lovable organic porridge. She made it yesterday.
All 6 - 7 different types of seeds or beans or rice were in it. All organic. ALL.

While she was making it yesterday, I was chatting with her in the kitchen, she kept telling me,
"Must eat okay.. very good for health.. full of fiber.. good for health.. health is important okayy.. eat more later ya.."

I just nod my head..
"Ya mom.. ya ya.. I know.. health.. ya.. good.. ya.." *still nodding*

Normally I don't quite like food like this.. or extra fiber and all.. 'cos of the goo-ey feeling when they are swimming around in your mouth.. like.. saliva.. eiuhhh.. like those fiber wheat drinks or.. even red bean paste soup.. not that I TOTALLY hate it.. just ain't my favourite.. Not a 'tong shui' girl, I guess. *blek*

But not knowing why or how.. her porridge was not bad seriously.. probably the sweet potato was sweet enough kua.. ahhahah *talking crap*.. ok ok.. at least.. the porridge is not goo-ey.. Running around from fridge to fridge to look for my marmite.. cannot findddd!!!! ter-paksa eat just liddat lor.. LOL.

Mom shook head. "Sigh.. good healthy things duno how to appreciate.. young people nowadays.. sigh.."

-_-


Might be making organic sushi tomorrow. Haikss...
I'll try to change her mind. Phobia sushi lehhh.. and organic sushii lehhh.. err..
*scratches head*

One sentence. Eight words.

One sentence. ONLY.


Yvonne teman me went bersiar-siar in Klang today.

S for Shogun... and "sushi". ..

This is gonna be a short-less-words post.
Lazy. And busy.. chatting.


Went Shogun 1 Utama with Raymond today.
SusSSshhhIIiiii buffeeeetttt...
Long time no see this dude.. months d.. still THAT sepet..
MWHAHHAhahahhahaha....





Some people tell me.. Shogun sucks.. some say shogun rocks..
I SAY.. SHOGUN SO-the-SO.
Cheap lor.. cheaper than other sushi buffet. *duh*
Pay the price then expect that quality nia lar..
Haih.. some people horrrrrrrrr... pay 1 buck want 10 bucks meat.
*mWahahahhaha*



First round. *up up*
Second round - waiter say cannot snap pic. *shrieks I didn't know*
Din't really eat much of sushi but swallowed lotsa sashimi only.. hehe..



Raymond. Shy wor 'cos he knows I gonna blog it up. *laughs*
"Wahhhh.. sharkfins soup free-flowwww"
"Shark my ass.. mostly jelly la. hahhahaha"
-_- "potong steam"


dot dot.. dot dot..


After walking, digesting.. settled for a movie that no need use brain to think.
You can just leave your brain back home when you watch this movie..

"Blades of GLORYYYY"

Thought of wanting to have a good laugh for hols.. it WAS a good laugh-movie.. but damn sibeh no logic 1 lar.. like really no no no NOOOO logic.. Seriously don't use your brain to watch it. Just watch it as it is.. like just open ur eyes and laugh and watch it..
*squeals like bimbo*
how can u fly up high with ur 'fire' skaters???
can hold on the dude's crotch and swing him around like helicopter??..
or smashing his dongs with ur skaters and still stay alive???
andd... a boob-shake????? wTF??!!

and 2 things bout this movie is.. GAY GAY GAY!!!!!!!
one too macho sex-addict GAY..
another too-sissy-ninny-wussy GAY!!!
funny.. but painful to watch..

Just a few first minutes of their "teamwork". LOL.
Go watch lar.. malas youtube the trailer.


On the way home.. fidgeting with this little sheep. Raymond's. A present from his girlfriend. Damn damn cute. The snoring really came out from the toy. Not me ok. *frowns*



Nite'.
By the way, I think I phobia sushi d. At least for the time being.
No worries. Will recover soon.
Toodles.

Daddy. Father.

I hate fetching my dad to airports.
Hate the feeling when I watched his back walking into the terminal.
I felt so sad.
I know it's common for him to fly on business trips..
at least a week every month since I was a kid..
But ever since I started sending him to the airport...
on the way there.. we were just talking and talking.. over any issues or obstacles I've encountered lately.. kicking back old funny kiddy memories.
Today my sister came with me..
started talking bout education.. her school, my friends.. his work.. etc etc..
I was just keep trying to keep the whole journey there more alive.. talking and talking..
avoiding silent moments..
Finally when we were there.. helped him with his luggage up the cart..
I felt stoned, slightly not so happy..

Watching his back,
stood by my car,
watching him heading towards the terminal entrance..
I felt sad.
Driving back.. tears drop silently. Just a few drops.

Whyyy early fifties d.. still have to fly here and there every month..
so much hard work.. so many wrinkles to count his worries..
as much white hair to bring a perfect dinner on our tables every night.
so much of his.. so many of his.. makes me strive even harder towards my success..

Sigh.
Hated the fact that he is still working so damn hard despite he's the boss.
One working to feed so many mouths, ain't just my family.. instead the "whole BIG" family.
Hated the fact I'm always worried over him when he's on business trips.
Why oh why.. sigh.. I'm so flatteringly emo.

The real relieve is..
not the stress leaving me after finals..
or.. a huge shopping spree after not shopping for months..
or.. a huge huge meal after successfully drop pounds..
but the real damn relieve is to see him walking out from the airport, smiling on the day we stood there waiting.

Sacrifice.
Tears.
Anger.
Laughter.
All worth it.

The appreciation.
To dad.
And to mom.

(Thanks for being there always and staying strong when daddy's not around though a lil' grumpy her that I can't tahan sometimes.. hehe)

p/s: business trips ARE NOT extra "out-door" activities like some pervs out there are thinking. Ass.