If laaa....

If I had you, that would be the only thing I'd ever need...
If I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete..
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy..
If I had you....


eh, so where the f*rk are you???





*AL*

head spinning like gasing

Sometimes when some decisions are made.. there's no turning back.
Fuck recently i made the wrong one... simply cos i'm a nice person.
No choice but to deal with it. oh fucking fuck. Challenge babyy..~

Screw you!!

i'm 26 !!!~

Dinner at Bar Italia, Changkat Bukit Bintang
Party at Velvet Underground, Zouk KL











HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me!! hehehhee

shhhhh...

abandoned huh?
I'm going to start a new blog soon.
But I'm not telling you the new address.
It's between me and me and well, me only. =)

Anyway.. I won't leave u here alone, emo blog.
Till the next night when I'm tired but ain't feel like sleeping, I'll be back.
Very soon.

"i'm-still-at-work" post

looking back at the last post..
oh well, I thought i might be blogging as usual again until more and more works start to hit me off..

blogging has been slow.. very slow indeed.
whenever I get some lil' free time, I would spend it all with my bolster and "seeding" pillows.. *grins*
I can even forget bout my lil dear blog.. hehe bad me.. baddd...

Very tiring I should say.. that's what work describes as...
I really hate having those emo days where suddenly you'll be thinking like..
Hey you.. why work so hard? Cut yourself some slack.
Life's fun and f8cking short.. Enjoy while you still can!!
And then next second, you answered a phone call and turned your hard cold stare back to your laptop where you start swearing harshly to yourself and clicking hard on your mouse and keyboard.. WHy fucking goddamnittt like WHY?

Hehe.. oh well. You know why. I know why.. WE all know WHY.
Anyway just need to blare it all out sometimes when we hit our "peak"..
Nada... lalalala..
Life's moving on fast pace.. It's May.
Frankly speaking. I'm contemplating over something for these 2 months..
Whether should I... or should I not? .. *deep thought*
but somehow it's urging me to just .. DROP it.. but then some things are pulling back the decision.
Hope I'm not being totally undecided until at the end of the day.. i'll freaking regret in not making the decision anu sooner and causing more "self-stress".. oh wtf man.


Dilemma dilemma..


Sometimes I just wished some dude will walk over and tell me..
"I'm your sandbag.. just attack me anytime anywhere you want.. just DO it"


Hmm.. Any volunteer?

"another-no-sitting-day"

I'M FREAKING TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
and I ALMOST DIED!!!!!!
almost blown off 41st floor balcony by a bloody strong gust of crazy wind..


,

some things just simply stand out

I've always like design.
Concepts, colors, textures.. ambience.. the feell...
How you can move just several things around one space...
within minutes... portraying totally different views,
sharing totally different feel with just a simple play of colors, textures and lighting.

Let's share some pix.. not to say that I like them in whole..
but some bits and pieces from the image that stands out..
where we can interpret them into another whole piece of different design.

Going online, surfing, reading books, browsing magazine.. exploring new places..
whenever you're in a sudden need or rush to bullshit advise your clients...
these things helped a lot in generating "sudden" ideas to bull provide genuine opinions..
Right??

i've always like raw design. rugged. bricks, concrete, a bold color that stands right out.
A texture that you'll never get bored of or "out-date"..
Modern can get easily bored off.. or just walk into Ikea. *grins*

I never like things too plain. No lining, no grains, no plush.. nah-uh.. *shakes head*
Well, I just can't never stand a place way toooo modern or so-called-self-proclaimed-minimalism for my own personal liking.
When your client tells you, they like simple simple.. minimalism.. little bit enough.. etcetc...
simply means.. no budget lor. *groans* so can save money to buy a 30k stupid couch that nobody will notice the branded logo.. and worst feels like some china-made polyestor sofa that made your backside itchy

Avant Garde not that bad either. Modern classical? hmm.. or maybe some vintage items standing out in front of a plain muddy boring color. yummy..


A designer's taste changes from time to time.
So bear with me.. beautiful people.

xoxo



...

guess i'm back.. or i'll be back... =P

Wow.. been centuries since I've last updated, huh? hehe
Kept reminding myself to.. well.. at least pen a few words here..
or whore a few pix.. but just kept slipping of my mind..
Been a very bad blogger huh... nahh oh well..

*grins*

Ok.. I shall like MOURN... not grin.
Work has been tough. Very busy, stressful and kept coming..
Yah yah.. these are nothing big.. i'm just yada yada yada yada..
but sometimes i really need to talk somethings out.. well at least to just..
ermm.. blurt it all off my chest.. i just need to be EXpressive...
and a lil more appreciative maybe..
I'm still young rite.... only 26!!! *sly grin* long way to go... need time to partayyyy...

yeah speaking of party... yes.. *groans*
it's been another bloody century since I last party my pants off..
whyyyyyyy... cos time ain't enough.. or i'm just not finding time too.. huh huh huhhhhh!~

and yes again.. the pix below was taken like... on muharram..
where I have to be at site.. working on a public holiday...
sitting on the balcony of 41st floor.. looking down at one of klcc's entrances..
swarms of tiny humans walking in and out like nobody's biz..
luckily i brought my lappie.. and the weather was okay.. breeezyy.. until....

until I cannot tahan.. hahahha
I went to klcc.. get some late lunch at Dome's..
hanging there by myself.. watching people come and go.. MSN'ing of course..
ahhh loneliness kills... ugh~ until it was time for me to get back to site..

Always ask myself.. "Why work so hard? why??"
Not that I'm complaining bout work.. tho i do sometimes
I just still couldn't find a very very satisfyin answer to that question..


Okay enough of the work rubbish...

* * * * *

CNY? yahhhh WAY BACK then.. lol.. but where did I go?
Nahhh nowhere in particular...
Not even shopping or movies or clubbing...
Just home, or friends' houses, or relatives' houses.. everything under the roof..
Dancing from 1 house to the other.. hmmmm...

grumpy lil lady.. lol

giggling lil drunk..

she's a lil de-hydrated.. haha

cam-whore while gambling.. '

everyday-everyhouse-banker..

yours truly...

mak mertua kau.. hahaha

black, white & maybe some texture?

I like this... not bad.
Very simple yet a there's a style to it.
Hmm.. if only I have my own office.. hmmm then again..
Well, when I have my own place, I might so change my mind again.. hehe
*grins*

kk

kk

Not bad right?