pause my brain

A lot of things in my head lately.
Like terribly a lot.
Emotions troubled... feelings fighting..
Heart is strong.. sorta.. but flesh is weak..
Will post it up one day (i hope) when i finally get everything sorted out..
well according to how i would want it to be..

Sigh. I was just telling her how I wanted my life to be all.. ermm..
sweet sour salty n bitter at the same time..
The unwillingness to just stay bitter over work stress & other ppl's problems..
I want a life.. n i need to find back.. something I have lost over years ago...
Wanting it back so badly that I really gave up pretty much hope for..
so i turned my direction to something else that I thought i would be happy off..
and YET at the same time I wished over a miracle to just say hi to my face..

Well.. imagination is rich. Reality is not.
Bahhh...

Just downloaded this song.. "Can I have this dance"
Yess.. from High School Musical 3... i know some people who really dislike it..
and see no point of watching this kiddy show..
Anyway I've been drowning in this particular song for 2 days..
Ask me why I like it.. No idea. hehehe...

Check out the vid.




Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are..




Hmm.. so much for high school flames huh??
Like it lar.. keeps me young.. *grins*


Alright.. sleep time.
Nites babe. Love ya.


I really do.

where's love when I need some??

Just came back from design tutorial.
Yes I know.. it's 1.20am... AM okay....
Started at 11.15pm. What you expect?? *frowns*

Kena bombed to cebis-cebisan..
until I have to find my bloody cebisan somewhere somehow.
Gawd. I'm feeling very very freakin' stress now.
First interim crit is next Thursday and I've got nothing out now.
NOTHING. N-O-T-H-I-N-G!
Well at least I considered them THINGS before 11.15pm just now.
*shrieks*


Cannot sleep.
Cannot think.
Cannot figure it out.
Cannot shit die.

HOW?
Emo now.

F.I.R. & 信 - 需要你的愛

This song make me lagi emo.
Good lyrics. Good guy. Good girl. Good song. *thumbs up*
ARGHhhhhh......

Yes. Very the 需要 the 愛 now.
Need love need love.. need sweet tender love.
For mood + strength + creative juices "booster".




So where the fark is my 愛 ?????

Cannot find.

does it even matter?

I know I'm like a "banana" okay..
but not that "banana" to not understand these..


我觉得有点累
我想我缺少安慰
我的生活如此乏味
生命象花一样枯萎
我整夜不能睡
可能是因为烟和咖啡
如果是因为没有人陪
我愿意敞开心扉

几次真的想让自己醉
让自己远离那许多恩怨是非
让隐藏已久的渴望随风飞
噢忘了我是谁
女人若没人爱多可悲
就算是有人听我的歌会流泪
我还是真的期待有人追
何必在乎我是谁

我想你说的对
寂寞使人心碎
是寂寞使人心碎
恋爱中的女人才美
我想我做的对
我想我不会后悔
不管春风怎样吹
让我先好好爱一回


I really like this. Especially the bold verse.
Very very meaningful. Make me wonder.
You can get the vid here *click*

Emo right??

sigh.. miss.

one of those days

I'm torn somewhere in between.







I thought i was...





then I thought I could say...





but I just couldn't stop feeling...






gawd.

the campuran tiga from Klang

Getting late d.. wooshh... faster drop in here to leave a few words..

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Firstly.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to BERNY!!!
24 d... big girl jor.. must kuai kuai ok~
Wild days are coming to an end... soon.. erm.. not so soon la.. lol.

pix above taken that night in Poppy. Alan's on the 23rd.. Bernadine's today.
So celebrate together lor.. in a way..
well well.. more like Alan tagging along with her bday "party"..
That girl wickedly partied whole night NONE stop... gosh man.. hahhaha..
Alan might be celebrating again this weekend.. Saturday night I think..
Buying us all seafood for dinner.
Love my friends.. MuaH!~ Everytime plenty of excuses to party. *grins*
which I don't mind at all.. hahahah

*

I was like listening to this song quite frequent on Hitz.fm lately.
I was like so wondering.. so familiar that chinese voice...
Issit Ming? 'cos I love that voice!!!
'cos he sent me his demo before.. in chinese.. cool yeh.. love that kind of accent.
So familiar.. hmm.. then I was like.. must check youtube when I get home..
but for several nights I kept forgetting till now.. hahah...

Here In My Home - Malaysian Artistes For Unity
more info for the song? click *here*

This song is really meaningful I mean..
Unity for Malaysia. Loving it a lot.
Good lyrics... especially the chorus part that I really liking it... is that chorus? I guess rite..

"Here in my home
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one?"

Great song serious. Involving Malay, Mandarin and Tamil in it.
Good thinking yall... Spreading love and unity all over the country.


Back to, Ming/Ming The Chin/Nicholas is from KLG Sqwad.
Together with Ariff and Balan who are like my high school seniors back then..
whom I seldom talk that much with actually. =P
Anyway, check them out in the vid at 2:20 - 2:30.

Love Ming's voice. I told him tat before. Numerous times.
He modestly said, "I know. Every girls tell me tat.." *guffaws*
Nabehhhh.... anyway.. his voice is nice.. whether he's talking or singing or being emo.

Ok.. sleeping d. Another long day tomorrow.

*


Oh wait.

Mood of the day : "Missing is misery"
Quote of the day : "Missing is misery"
Tomorrow? "Missing is STILL a misery."


Don't understand? Never mind. It was never meant to anyway.

-_-
.

do you know what it feels like?

I was kinda emo, upset n so bloody stressed up last few days.
Was like totally boned out yesterday.
Rushing for this deadline that made me sleep at 5am this morning. Argh.
Sleeping this "early" doesn't mean I wake up late okay.. *frowns*

Life of an interior designer..
peak hours of over-stressed + devastation then celebrations of good freelance pay. +tee-hee hee* and i did stress on freelance right?? *grins*
Full-time job = good pay?
Not really... but obviously full time job got its advantages + priorities.
But u wait.. u slowly wait.. good pay means endless hours of OT and hunger.
That's why I got no boyfriend. No "other" love other than friends & family love.

(that's what my *unnamed* friend always commented on my "love-life". Damn her. Grrr.. Every time out of nowhere.. she'll popped out one stupid question = Still single ar?? then burst into giggles.. continued with "you're not getting any younger you know, nun-head!")

Sheeshhhh... Forget that.

Anyway, I just got 40% of my freelance pay.. enough to make me fly sky high... for tonight lar..
Now gotta rush and pay 101% on my finals which I did it here n there d.
Just can't wait for this month to be over and done with.. Finals on May 4th.
and start a brand new breath of fresh air by May 2nd week.

Had one of my favorite Starbucks Mocha Ice just now and High Hill Jusco..
then met up with Huay-Pin at D'Bamboo for hot lemon tea..
Now back home posting this post up.. lol..
and simply means i'm declaring my own holiday tonight..
oh well.. yeah.. despite the hectic deadlines soon.
I need a break if not I WILL BREAK.

Meeting Huay-Pin again with Alan tomorrow for a movie.
Just for a movie then gonna start my hardcore busy hours again preparing for finals.
Seriously damn hardcore lately.. locked myself at home, facing this bloody lappie 24/7..
Since PC Fair last weekend.. I never step out of my house for entertainment purposes.
Just go fetch my siblings to and from school.
SOooooooooooooooooooo NOOOO LIFE!!!!!!

*

Alright.. enough of all the random babbling..
I'm quite fond of this song..
Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know? (The Ping Pong Song)

I like the chorus part.. hehehe
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

BUT I HATE THE VIDEO laaaaaaa...

Keep interrupting the song with some lame ass director blah blahhh blahhhh..


Ok.. gonna drown myself in this song..
though at first I thought the pingpong sound behind is quite annoying..
but getting used to it.. and love the chorus.... yaaaa i know I just said that.
*rolled eyes* Can't help it lar!!! I like mahhh..
And this Enrique.. duno to say he hamsap or lucky or watt..
everytime also sibeh sexy model or actress kena molest sayang by him in his vids 1... Lucky piece of meat.


Fine fine.. i go drown in this song..
Y'all go do your work.


XOXO

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHLOE!!!

Helpppp me..
I can't find this song in mp3.
Lin You Jia 林宥嘉 - 那首歌

Very nice lar.. YES.. the song.. and the guy too.. I only know his name is Yoga.. *blushes*
I'm not hogging on him that much.. just still a little but I can't deny that he's farking good-looking.. but he's not my cup-of-tea.. BUT no harm watching lengchai sing until soooo emotional right??? hehe..
You guys can youtube him out.. he sang a number of quite-vocally-good songs..

How i got to know him??? Yvonne!!!! *chuckles* definitely that girl.. hahaha..

*

Anyway.. been walloping tons of mulberries today..
Sweet, sour and bitter..
Sounds like life huh?? Oh well..

I can't help but to not putting this up..
Though i'm like SO banana.. but still this song... (above vid)
The lyrics... fuuuuhhhh TOUCHING SIAL.. *sob sob*


不知道为了什麼 忧愁它围绕著我
我每天都在祈祷 快赶走爱的寂寞

你要我听这一首歌 用这首歌离开我
她唱的太美了 歌词却很伤人
你为什麼不直接提分手

爱人的话不需要重　轻轻的说我就懂
接你的车来了 表示爱到站了
我站在十字路口对抗心痛 一个人

你的黑发 现在睡进谁的胸口
你的唇 现在跟谁要温柔
一开始你爱我 最后你放弃我
还要用千言万语 说得委屈 你有多难过

爱牢牢抓紧我 恨深深包围我
你要我为你好 快赶走爱的寂寞


Ok lar. Tons of work to do now. Yes I know it's late. Damn.
Just curi-tulang to blog a bit crap here.
So i'm out.

*mwah*

Imagine

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

*

I was watching American Idol repeat on 8TV just now...

*flushes* I simply love David Archuleta.. He's the best of that lot...
Only 17, young, sweet, likable, good-looking and best.. great vocals.. *salutes*

...

Ain't him a baby??? ooooooo~~ *drools*

Ok.. let's see why I like him... hmmmmm....
he sings "shivers" down my spine.. especially ballads..
This week, he sang John Lennon's "Imagine"...
Awwwww... so touchinggg~~ *sob sob*

See the vid below... Must see k..

Makes me so vulnerable.. Nice right?? Only 17years old okk!!!

So different from Lennon's version.
So much better than our One in A Million contestants this year... shooot!!!
What?! I'm just telling the truthhhh~~ hehehhe..

This is John Lennon's version.
Freaking all time classic man... Seriously.. and great lyrics..

Awwww.. I'm speechless... hehehh..
Ok.. another vid of David Archuleta's freako great talented voice..
Last one.. don't worry la.. I guess some of u will just ignore this..
but i still wan to post it up anyway...

"Heaven" in American Idol Hollywood Week...
his version of classic Bryan Adam's heavveeennnn...
sooooo drifting me away... hAHahaha..

*mwah mwah mwah*
I want him to win.. Vote vote more David Archuleta, Americans!!!

"That was THE bomb!!!" Randy Jackson.

today me like 2 total different kind of songs

This song is very niceee.
The main lead's voice.. superbly heavenly good.
Gave me goosebumps. like WOW.. make it double WOW...
check out the vid below...
MUST!!!

信乐团 - 死了都要爱

死了都要爱
不淋漓尽致不痛快
感情多深只有这样才足够表白
死了都要爱
不哭到微笑不痛快
宇宙毁灭心还在
把每天当成是末日来相爱
一分一秒都美到泪水掉下来
不理会别人是看好或看坏
只要你勇敢跟我来

爱
不用刻意安排
凭感觉去亲吻相拥就会很愉快
享受现在
别一开怀就怕受伤害
许多奇迹我们相信才会存在

死了都要爱
不淋漓尽致不痛快
感情多深只有这样才足够表白
死了都要爱
不哭到微笑不痛快
宇宙毁灭心还在

穷途末路都要爱
不极度浪漫不痛快
发会雪白
土会掩埋
思念不腐坏
到绝路都要爱
不天荒地老不痛快
不怕热爱变火海

爱到沸腾才精采

*

I just changed my imeem song.. It's Dance with My Daddy..
Soundtrack from 200 pounds beauty.. *here*
By Alex Chu.. a member of Clazziquai..
Good looking and nice voice too.. yum yum~..
For piano version *here*

Check out the real him in this vid.
Judge for yourself his macho-ness.. and lagi best.. slow song.. romantic-nya..

Wahhhh.. siao liao... *melting away* ehhh i mean.. *melted*

I duno what's he singing la.. din really pay attention..

Was only looking at him.. *gulps*

I'm like grinning from side to side..
hehehe.. you know what i'm thinking??? LOL

us as elf??? can boh???

It's Christmas eve right?
Party?? Yayyy!!!
We have all planned to go KTV tonight and sing out lungs out... lalalaaaaaaaaa...
Right?? right??

HELL NO!!
I am "forced" to stay at home.
Don't ask d.. I sien. Don't feel like talking bout it..

ANYWAY... to compensate myself with no christmas eve party...
I did (so-called larr...) this christmas vid greetings.. got it from Jackson.



WahahhahaHAHhaha... So FUnnyyYY!!!
MERrY CHRIstmas!!!!!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

p/s: don't emo lar k.. that vid only can starred 5 people.. =(

poppy and jay.. THE BEST!!! holla!!~

OmiGOSHhhhHh..
my streamyx so FAIL lar..
tonight only finally got it back after endless rings to tmnet helpline..

Well well... Counting back days..
Weekend was a blast serious..
Went Cats Whiskers with ManYee
Bought a simple black top or can just wear it as a dress...
She bought a short tight denim pants.. hehe..

Anyway.. we went clubbing Saturday night.. Poppy.
Yups.. I enjoyed.. a lot.. ahahhaha..
With Alan, JWei, HuayPin, KokHau, Kelvin and his I-cant-remember-their-names friends.
Surprisingly how ManYee and the rest can cling on so bloody well..
mayb 'cos they were all wingwing d.. and she's a chun babe wor... hahahaha..
Alan have to keep on "stare up".. *laughs none stop*
And how that siao ManYee so bloody lazy lying kinda drunk on my bed once she entered my room.. She konked out so fast before I can even off the lights.. hahaha..

Hmm.. not knowing how to explain bout.. i really felt that it was a blast last Saturday.
Despite the fact that there was a cat-fight.. well.. almost..
some LackOfAttention girls cat-fighting over one guy who happened to be Kelvin's friend..
then HuayPin and her wing-attitude and sound-effects were so funny..
Alan and his Man-in-Black costume and macho haircut..
and how Alan and JWei mingled with ManYee on the dance floor... hilariously sexyyy...
Hahaha.. thinkin it back now.. a huge grin is plastered on my face. AGAIN.

I just completed my first 3d max 3d today..
First complete presentable one. A masterbedroom view..
hehehe.. Happy lar of course...
I'm so not expert... that's y.. really special thanks to..
- the really-damn-patient AlanMyBoss.. not that Alan-I-went-clubbing-with..
- the really-good-guidance-punya-"senior" from Bernadine.
*sniff sniff*


Bed's calling... YawWWnnnnNzzZZzz...
Ehhh.. wait.. yaya whatever.. call me some ah lian BUT i don give a *toot*...
'COS THIS IS REAAALLLY GOOD....!!!!

最長的電影



I TELL you guys!! GO get jay chou's latest album..
whether it's pirated or real.. just GO get it..
the songs are bloodily good.. especially the love ballads.. the lyrics.. fucking romantic nyeh..
*shivers down the spine*

Fuck i so feel he's kinda "yeng"..
So that kind of "teen" boyfriend i want to get ten years ago.. 0_O
So can feel him when he ballads.... lummm...~~~




Yala.. Yvonne.. LeeHom rocks too okay... -_-



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想太多

You know.. it's so funny sometimes...
Some things come when you least expect it..
Like how I love my self-made quote - "impromptu makes perfection"..

I always feel i over-used my brain, imagined too much..
I've thought... I think.. I'm thinking.. I gonna think even more...
All of the sudden.. this cute-double-damn-deep-dimples siao charboh..
Send me her all-sudden favourite song..
The title.. damn damn damn SUIT her lor.. and me also lar.. in a way.

So here goes.. click on it. Enjoy~



Not bad, right??
(whispers) She really think more than me.. so this is really HER song. *grins evil*

爱??

I LIKE THIS SONGGG!!!!



Leo Ku 古巨基 - 爱与诚
No idea how to translate the song name..
BUT I LIKE I LIKE.. hehehehhee...

where is my love my fate?

Still working on my thesis.
Sigh. Sleepy like hell.

Was listening to this song for like countless times..
Put the track on repeat mode.
Kinda suits the mood for me to still stick my ass on this chair...
and my eyes on this stupid screen to at least finish a part of my "amended" thesis..



Leo Ku - My Love My Fate

I kinda like his version more..
though i know this song originally sang by Janice...
Seriously lummm... and.. sad.. but lummm larr...

Though I am half a banana in "metaphor".. but I really like the lyrics..
and understand it too okayy.. *snarls*
somehow.. it "touched"... *awww*

my love my fate
you will fade away
以后隔天与地
i love i hate
i'll miss you always
我永远亦爱你
太美好的东西会走
还未爱够了你怎放手
从来不肯假想
失去你那感受
我这对脚怎么走
从来并未练习过温柔
迟学你或已经没法接受
然后你会说我
跟她分左与右
谁希罕造种手拖手
再没有恋爱味
i'll always be afraid
永远也害怕你
我要首先讲声我走
还是爱到你说请你走
如果讲一声
请照顾我感受
我最怕你讲出口
下次开心已要靠自己
下次顶多饰演好知己
其实再次见你
真需要靠演技
也要你我好心地
过去当做看戏
世界当没有你
ooh……


nice leh??

McPheever??

I just think that this lady is really goddamn gorgeous...
Not skinny-stick-thin-bulimic model..
but really curvy.. darn very pretty features.. no plastics here n there..
Guys should wank ... thinking of her mannnn.. *chuckles*



Katherine McPhee

tergendala means?

this blog will be tergendala for a few days.
will resume very soon

Two nights straight, this song teman me while i was working my ass off my assignments..
Thanks to Doris who sent me this song. *hugs*
Very beautiful lyrics. Very nice vocals.

Jane Zhang - To Be Loved


I can see your face everywhere I look
But everywhere is nowhere without you
What seemed to be like days
Was just a moment in time
But it meant the world to me
Cos I knew

What I’ve been searching for all of my life
I had it right here - in front of my eyes
And what I’ve wished for was nothing compared
To what I received - when you were here with me

And if you’ll never come back
And today was all that we had
And if I won’t see tomorrow with you in my arms
It won’t matter because
Now I know what it’s like to be loved… my…

You’re so far away but I feel you so near
It’s like you never left me - never said good bye
I can hear your voice in the crowd
I can feel you touch me right now
I can see you smile when I close my eyes

And I hold on to that every night
To help me understand - when I ask myself why
Of all the people out there - you chose to be with me
To share a love so rare

And if you’ll never come back
And today was all that we had
And if I won’t see tomorrow with you in my arms
It won’t matter because
Now I know what it’s like to be loved

What a beautiful thing - to feel your love within
Like a child that sees the sunshine on the first day of spring
Just to know it’s true - there is someone like you
Who can make me believe there is nothing I can’t do

If you’ll never come back
And today was all that we had
And if I won’t see tomorrow with you in my arms
It won’t matter because
Now I know what it’s like to be loved… my…
To be loved…


So romantic hor...??? Sighhhhhhh.....

A better version but corny vid, click *here*
I got the mp3. Anybody wants it? Can drop me a msg in my msn..
So I gonna miss here.. *sobs*
I'll update my birthday and poppy pics when I can find time.. *frowns*
but it's already in facebook though. Cass updated in there d.
So loooonnggg.... *blowing kisses none stop* muah muah muahhhhhhhhh~~




XOXOXOXOXO

Mamak like Murni Memang Must-GO

Jungle people like me..
must say thanks to RaymondtheSepet brought me to SS2 Murni for dinner.
Ermm.. it's me who drove.. ok.. so it's me then.. LOL.. (ok. ignore this)
he just showed some directions.. which were REALLY BAD..
he might as well tell me like.. next week before i make the turn.. *rolled eyes* geezz...

"banyak olang leh".. and it was only 7pm.
"wait lar u see.. it will soon take up the whole street."..
"you're kidding!!" *eyes opened wide*
bloody ass just jeling at me with his sepet eyes.
*gags*

I'm so craving for Roti Hawaii and Sirap Limau Ice now..
Deliciously wrapped thin layer of roti canai with scrambles of eggs, chicken chunks, pineapples, sausages and cheese.. CHEESE!! melted CHEESE!! yummyyy~~!!
but that wasn't what i had.. i just stole a few mouthfuls from Ray.
Mine was.. tada!!
their famous claypot "lou shu fun" with a poached egg!!..
*pokes and egg yolk spills out* WWwahhhhhh high d. LOL
(mamak also got lou shu fun.... ray said.. they what shit also got.. ahahhahah.. what shit.. *funny bone tickles* idiot babiiz)

ahhahhaha TOoo BADdd.. i din't snap any pics of it.. next time..
too hungry just now.. just wallop all up.. ahhahaha..
DAMN.

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Sigh. Was trying to work on my RnD since like.. 2 hours ago.
But.. can't seem to concentrate. Baizura's gonna kill me.
But.. if i don't finish it by tonight.. i can't complete my another model tmr.
then.. Anwar's gonna kill me too..
GOSHhh.. why my sched so TIGHT like virgin's? Shhheeeshhh..
GImme A breakkk lehhh..
damn i'm like talking to myself. Idiot.

oh YA!!!
Listening to this songg.. the whole night d..
NICE NICE NICE... thanks to GuanKah. Sent me this song.
Love their version. Heard Melissa Manchester's version once..
then fell deeply in love with Carrie Underwood's.. click *here*
but prefer this more.. love the vid as well.. and the lyrics too..
damn blardeeee soothing.. like damn got "FEEL" for me..
love it... love it.. love it!!!! *shrieks*



Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You wont be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you


Where are you???
Nobody stand by me.. *sobs*
for a very long time d.

song-ing the whole day

I have a confession to make.
I din know Zhang Dong Liang can be so MAN.
(no wonder "somebody" is drooling over him since then..hehe)
Hehahhaahehehe... because of the drama character lar. What else?
Make him so MAN and heroic and romantic and "emotic".. hahahahha

make me wonder why real love never came across this way..
and make me wonder why real MAN are never that MAN..
oh ya.. drama mar!! fake one.

I don't quite like his 2nd batch of songs.. but soundtracks for that love drama..
Smiling Pasta if not mistaken... are quite not bad..
heard him live for that digi Aparty concert... *shrieks*
wow~ fuishhh.. good.. hahahaa.. though a bit narh.. but still GOOD.
*nods head like proud dad*
especially this song..



Tears from Polaris...
Hampao lang...

Sigh. Doing design the whole damn day.
Cracked my brain and ached my ass for sitting too long.
I only listen to one song the whole night tonight and probably till tomorrow morning..
which song?? play below.



SHE - Wu Yue Tian.
Thanks to Jackson who send me the mp3 and get me all addicted to it.
Sigh.


Back to work. 11.59pm now.
Wonder what time I will sleep tonight?
Model pun belum start. ARGHHHHhhh...
Siao liao.

Once in a very blue moon I meet him..

hmm..
nice dinner, nice friends..
nice coffee break, nice company..

nothing much to complain or grumble or sulk bout tonight..
just carefree and stress-free.. nice..
how nice if life's like this everyday...
then again.. make life pretty useless and "vegetable" right? hahhaa
crap la.. all also i say habis.. *blek*
overall. good mood. *thumbs up*

Soothing.. once in a very blue moon by Emi Fujita.





Happy birthday to Jeff..
(eventhough i know he don't even know my blog exist.. but still. hehe)
busy guy.. can't even book him in advance..
have to see our "luck" if we're lucky enough to catch him whenever he's "available"..
so hau lian hor.. *shakes head* beh tahan. ahahhaa

it's 3.11am now. sleeping soon.. still in a good mood.. =P



p/s: Kelvin Koh.. u owe me one hour of my precious time..
pay up!!! i'm waiting.. hehehahhhee..
psstttt... cicak cicak.. LOL... hilarious..

big girl gonna cry.

Yeah.. i know this song ain't new..
but i kinda like it. slow and easy for me now is just so right..
tight tight week ahead.

today
minor class, site analysis boards, design ideas and annotations

tomorrow
cut hair, a li'l lunch n lepak, design crit preparation, model making, sketches, study for practice quiz

the day after tomorrow
practice quiz, design first interim crit

the day after tomorrow's tomorrow
definitely doing on whaever Anwar giving after crit and RnD research, night supper with Berny, Yvonne and Chloe at Subang St1

the day after tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow
big high-school reunion dinner at TGIF, The Curve.


so.. see.. kinda busy. so many things so little time.
I've already excluded the time for me to sleep, eat and shit.
so.. let this vid keep u occupied till.. well.. till i find some time to blog.
*blow kiss*


Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry


Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity



Peace friends.
XOXO
michelle