pause my brain

A lot of things in my head lately.
Like terribly a lot.
Emotions troubled... feelings fighting..
Heart is strong.. sorta.. but flesh is weak..
Will post it up one day (i hope) when i finally get everything sorted out..
well according to how i would want it to be..

Sigh. I was just telling her how I wanted my life to be all.. ermm..
sweet sour salty n bitter at the same time..
The unwillingness to just stay bitter over work stress & other ppl's problems..
I want a life.. n i need to find back.. something I have lost over years ago...
Wanting it back so badly that I really gave up pretty much hope for..
so i turned my direction to something else that I thought i would be happy off..
and YET at the same time I wished over a miracle to just say hi to my face..

Well.. imagination is rich. Reality is not.
Bahhh...

Just downloaded this song.. "Can I have this dance"
Yess.. from High School Musical 3... i know some people who really dislike it..
and see no point of watching this kiddy show..
Anyway I've been drowning in this particular song for 2 days..
Ask me why I like it.. No idea. hehehe...

Check out the vid.




Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are..




Hmm.. so much for high school flames huh??
Like it lar.. keeps me young.. *grins*


Alright.. sleep time.
Nites babe. Love ya.


I really do.