king of pop breaks..

No worries.. not another Michael Jackson post..

It's just that..
I'm still in complete shock that Michael Jackson is dead.
How can he be dead...? I mean..
I grew up listening to his songs..
I think everyone did.. *sobs*

Shall we live in his legacy... *article*
Will definitely miss him tons..
I just don't get it... he's dead... gone.. byebye..
leaving us with only his songs & tribute to save world etc..
Why would some asshole still wants to bombard on his negative life.. his fortune.. & all..
Can't they just cut him some slack... Shheshhh...

Missing King of Pop~
It's like.. when he's alive.. you just take him for granted.. now that he's gone..
suddenly he's back to the headlines with all his past tributes to society..
Ahhh.. His man in the mirror healing the world when you're not alone... etc..
I love him best during his this album..

Hitz.fm played all his songs today.. the whole damn day.. as a tribute to him..
Enjoyed my drive to work today hence the bad jam...
but kinda heavy-hearted & sorta mourning over his death...
Some hardcore fans called in.. & cried on national live radio.. so depressing..


Eh i still can't believe that he's gone... *sobs*
Just like that..
Life is soooo f&cking fragile.. Appreciate it ok.
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horoscope sissy

So he pestered me to read my daily horoscope on facebook minutes ago.
Yes he's a HE.. pestering me always to.. "Hey check out ur daily readings.. blahblahblahhh"
Stupid sissy..

Again.. so he said.. "your love horoscope today.. damn funny."
I was so not quite in a mood now to entertain him.. by all means.. I said..
"How f&rking funny?"
"Damn 7 funny lar... go read la..

I ignored him.. and he bloody pasted it on our msn chat box...

" You are going through an unusually lucky period, and may even have found yourself winning on a scratch ticket or raffle. This good fortune is not restricted to your finances, so keep an eye out for anything that may bring some luck in love your way. It is a good day to put yourself out there, and socialize a little bit more. Be a little generous when you are buying rounds, and you can expect that generosity to return in a much more delightful manner.
When it comes to you and love you never know what the future holds, so whatever today brings is something you definitely need to enjoy. Just make sure you are in the spotlight so that this luck doesn't find someone else first. "


"So what's so funny?"
"The first sentence lar.."
"So what about it?"
"First sentence LUCKY... last sentence.. not so LUCKY.."
"You're so absof*ckinlutely annoying me now.."

"You f&rking virgo...."
was his last reply.


Then after 5 seconds...
"Eh your horoscope for tomorrow right... is.. yada yada yadaa....."


Bugger. How can a guy read his horoscope everyday & relating every shit that happen the whole day to a passage of words simply because it was "predicted" so..
I read my horoscope too from time to time.. but unlike u lor~~~
I know u'r reading this, sissy..







Anyway despite you're an undeniable annoying horoscope-freak.. you're all true to me..
sometimes i hope u'r really a gay.. though you don't look like 1.. and you're not one..
but you surely THINK LIKE ONE!!



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a dragon feast?

*someone complaining no food pix in my blog d.. =P so here goes a quick one..*


Haha my dad is sitting in front of me as I quickly post this up.
Reading newspaper and commenting on Edison Chen's coming to Malaysia.

Well.. today is Father's Day.
"Happy Father's Day, dad!!"
His reply was simply a grin & a word... "Sampat." hahahhaa
We went for dinner last night.
Dragon-I at JayaJusco Bukit Tinggi Klang. Hmmm...

Banyak orang. Luckily I booked a table beforehand..
If not have to wait for quite some time....

I was asking around for a nice restaurant... but end up.. sigh.
Then was deciding maybe Chillis..
but my parents somehow wanted Chinese cuisine.. and somewhere in Klang.
So I suggested Dragon-I.. their new outlet in Klang.

Nope.. this is not candid. He posed.
Little bugger. Hehehe

We had... hmmm... food.
Hahaha. Duh.

Shanghainese Xiao Long Bao
Other words.. steamed meat dumplings.

Pan Fried Dumplings..
Nothing special compared to the steamed ones..

This is nice. My favourite on the table.
Sauteed Spare Ribs with Signature Sauce.

Some mushroom minced meat rice.

Fried Shanghai Handmade Noodles.
Can't remember what's in full.

*paused*
Hahahha can't help it.
Just randomly snapped a pix of their featured deco columns..
hehehhe Just behind me mar.. *grins*

Fried Carrot Cake in XO sauce..
See the shrimp so big.. hehe

A few more small dishes that I purposely forgot to snap.
The bill came up to 195bucks.
Normal ler..

Let's see.. my POV...
Apparently this outlet is not bad. I mean the food lar..
especially the xiao long bao (steamed dumplings) that makes the most difference.
I've tried Dragon-I at Damansara Centerpoint & 1U.
I hated 1U's the most. Service so-so only.
Very thick skin steamed dumplings.. their handmade noodles kinda powdery at times.
No consistency. Never go there d after 2 visits.
Damansara Centerpoint's not that bad. Still acceptable.
Place pretty run-down? hehehe..
Yesterday's dinner was good... the dumplings were fantastic.
except the handmade soup noodles. Blerguhh..

I can't help it again. HAhahaah
All bronze mirrors along the perimeter of the restaurant..
So.. erm.. that's me. *huge grins planted*


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mutual

Alright. Since i have time now...

Been days I put on a happy mask n throw all troubled minds drowned in work.
I think I broke a guy’s heart. And I’m not quite happy about that.
You know how I’ve been whining bout sometimes-unhappy-when-I’m-lonely-single life.
I did mentioned before how I wanted my life to be sweet sour bitter..
and that I only felt bitter cos my daily routine is pretty boring n lifeless.
Only work work work.
Well, now I just busted the chance.

I’m obviously not telling the whole story. Just hints and pieces of my mind.
He confessed several times but yet my reply was negative.
I let him down & told him very straightforwardly that impossible is the word between us.
I’m not selling my nose high. So not. We do not even have the “chemistry”.
I mean.. I do not wish to start something new when I know it’ll lead us nowhere in future.
I have so many doubts in both of us that I don’t see the need to even get it started.
Some feelings are just temporary.
He asked me to give ‘us’ a chance for a good start.
Who knows things might turn out differently as I “simply” assumed.
Giving him a new opportunity to share my life with him.
But I just couldn’t bring myself to lie to him.. I mean.. just simply agree with his “suggestion”..
I am so not going to use him just to get the lovey-dovey-needy feeling.
You get what I mean?
The sparks just ain’t there.
I even told him truthfully that I’m sorry and I have hots for another guy.
He on the other hand, protested that I gave him “signals” obvious hints to “getting” me..
But I did not. He’s a nice guy but guess I’m not the lucky girl.
He once insisted on I should just quit the thinking and just try.
I tell you.. Relationships are very tiring when waves hit. Emotionally drained.
I don’t think I am being hard & harsh to him cos I’m just telling the truth to him.
Is that wrong? Better solve it once and for all right?
Damn. Sometimes I really wonder if my friendliness is a bit tad too much that they’re shooting wrong signals?


I was talking to M today.
Her bloody last sentence before we end the call was..
“Why do you always attract the wrong guys but yet you stupidly fall for worst guys..”
Tell me bout it.
I have absolutely absolutely no idea.

Another story was.. I know “this new hots” will be leading to nowhere.
Yet I still... erm... hmmm *laughs* Stupid right? M was right. Damn her. *grins*
I just hope miracles would happen.
*mind me.. just let me bluff myself for now k*



Worst shit was.. I suddenly missed Alvin yesterday. Fark.


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pause my brain

A lot of things in my head lately.
Like terribly a lot.
Emotions troubled... feelings fighting..
Heart is strong.. sorta.. but flesh is weak..
Will post it up one day (i hope) when i finally get everything sorted out..
well according to how i would want it to be..

Sigh. I was just telling her how I wanted my life to be all.. ermm..
sweet sour salty n bitter at the same time..
The unwillingness to just stay bitter over work stress & other ppl's problems..
I want a life.. n i need to find back.. something I have lost over years ago...
Wanting it back so badly that I really gave up pretty much hope for..
so i turned my direction to something else that I thought i would be happy off..
and YET at the same time I wished over a miracle to just say hi to my face..

Well.. imagination is rich. Reality is not.
Bahhh...

Just downloaded this song.. "Can I have this dance"
Yess.. from High School Musical 3... i know some people who really dislike it..
and see no point of watching this kiddy show..
Anyway I've been drowning in this particular song for 2 days..
Ask me why I like it.. No idea. hehehe...

Check out the vid.




Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are..




Hmm.. so much for high school flames huh??
Like it lar.. keeps me young.. *grins*


Alright.. sleep time.
Nites babe. Love ya.


I really do.

outrageous bed

Hmmmm peeps... what are your sleeping patterns??
Wanna try this bed???
hahahhaa...

If I were to sleep on this bed...
my gawd.. ill probably end up on the floor every night i guess...
*grins*




imh

in need of feel

I am very busy lately.
Work work work..
Hence make me feel I'm so lonely...
Ugh~

Need a life.


Just got my convo invitation letter today.
Oh well.. mixed emotions whether to be happy or not...
Excited over graduation ceremony..
not quite excited over the convo venue..
Argh..


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flour-balls made me happy tonight...

"Lookk at that aunty dang-yuan stall!!" *shrieks*
Hehhe.. a nice supper I had just now.

This is the oh-so-famous dang-yuan stall in Klang.. or should I say Port Klang..
They shifted to Bukit Tinggi ever since I don't know when.. *grins*
But well, they're here.. hehehe..
See the stall name.. "Port Klang Dang-Yuan"

White flour-balls with hot ginger broth...
Very nice on a peaceful night..

Dang-yuan in coated sugary-crushed nuts..
or some call this... Muachi.. or Mochi..
Very Q the balls.. just a lil' too sweet... hmmm mm..

Brother's Fried Lala+Egg.. hmmm in hokkien is Lala-Chienn..
A bit oily lo.. but very very aromatic.. yummm~~

Sister's Braised Chicken Yee Mee..
Ask her eat dinner.. she say "Diet lar.."
Go supper... she'll order this n that.. "Diet later lar..."
SIghh.. TEENS~~

Oh andddd... rojak (below)... mom likes rojak...
err.. I don't.. hehehe..

Been some time since I last go out with my family on weekday nights..
Everyday finish work pretty late.. sighh..
Took half day off today to go service my laptop.. and bought a new external hard disc...
Easily spent almost 300bucks today.. GRrr...


Ehhhh waitt... last piece~~

yummylicious~~
who knows a simple supper would taste this good..


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