ms brightside

I am a happy girl today.
I couldn't sleep last night due to you-know-the-reason-why but I woke up like 6:30am justnow.
Went to the morning market with mom after dropping my siblings to school.

Looking at the crowd makes me wonder if my sleeping hours are too long.
But I normally slept bout 2-3am, woke up no later than 10am. Hmmm..
and these people are already working their ass off selling everything your grocery list could fit.
I should sleep less and start working more huh? Good motivation. =)

My fav kuih ever. Made me miss my grams terribly.

where she chops and chops her chickedees.

Breakfast at 8:30am. A very rare "event". =P

There's potluck tomorrow at Amber's place.
Lunch at Kwangli's next Tuesday.
Dinner at BSC next Wednesday.
Steamboat and movie marathon at Jason's next Saturday.
Following Saturday to Velvet.
Following following weekend to Bangkok.
Gonna love September!!!
I'm grinning from ear to ear.
At the end of the day, age is really just a number.

Happy Birthday to me in the next-6-days. =) =) =)

a failed fairytale

I never like Alanis Morissette or Karen Mok. Karen Mok is like the asian Alanis.

Till today, a close friend told me Alanis's "Ironic" song best define my current situation.

After listening to it, comprehending the lyrics.. Trying not to let it get me. I laughed then sulked.
Yeah, she's right. Unfortunately to my case.
Her exact words would be, "This doesn't happen all the time ok, re-enacting a scene from a song. Lol"

Damn she's right and she thought it was bizarre and funny. Ugh. Fxxx me.

Google can be the best, most useful tool ever invented to dig any dirty stuff or throwing answers to any impossible question regardless of right or wrong.
It's EVIL, I must say.. to my case.
Found out some little fishy details about this particular particular.
I am sorta kinda burnt. 

I know, KNEW I shouldn't play with fire but I lead the fire to start.. a little. 

Good thing was.. the fire was killing small.. mere sparkle.. still able to kill cool it.

A traffic jam when you're already late

A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break

It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife

It's meeting the man of my dreams

And then meeting his beautiful wife

And isn't it ironic...don't you think

A little too ironic...and, yeah, I really do think...

Yes. Go figure, all you clever bastards.
Screw me.

I'm not happy.
But I will not think this tomorrow.
This will end today.


I shall rest my case.


I mean it. Period.

下一个天亮

Two songs to keep me acompany while I'm clearing the messy messy crazy lines in that bloody complicated drawing. UghhH!!!
They're supposed to soothe me out of my "uncomfort zone" but kinda not helping.. haha..
but I still like to listen to them.. sing along 我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂.. Haha.

I think I should stop humming on these songs and start hammering on 30Secs to Mars Bury Me.
Hey Bonjovi will do the trick!! =P

my ducts are functioning

After numerous drops of salty fluids last night, I hope I am feeling better.
Was so down yesterday that I felt duh, down.
And birthday is coming. Worst.
No not the OLD-panic attack but it's .. I shall not disclose here.
Aihhhhhh... disturbed laaaaaa.. sheeeshhhhhh ~~

*inhales
*exhales
*breathhhee...

Ok. Have to bring myself together.
OHhhmmm...

how physique

I felt left out now.
Yup right this second.
And I blamed it on some 3 words and the day today.
Very blue indeed.

primp from head to toe

Thought of writing a list-to-buy things for myself and ended up here.

Everytime after I bought some beauty supplies (and they were expensive), I'll probably tell myself, Nah I won't have to spend that kind of money again next month or anytime soon.. and guess what.. I WAS WRONG. wrong wrong wrong big time. There will forever be a lot of things to buy on the 'list' and all needed asap in a short timeframe. No wonder my piggy bank is never even close to quarter full. Ugh.

There's never a budget to stay within when you're selecting the supplies. You're lying to yourself when you try to cover all your beauty supplies and stay within A budget. I mean we're talking bout hair, skin, nails and makeup! The entire spectrum of supplies that suit OUR bloody needs. 

*sobs*

Let's make a list, working from top down. 

It's my list. some babes might even have WAY longer list.

Not that I need to buy ALL of 'em now cos I already had some, I'll just bold those that I need to STOCK-UP "soon". 

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Hair. 

I don't style them everyday. Just let loose and look healthy. 

- Shampoo, conditioner (both wash off and leave on), smoothing serum, hair roots serum, repair treatment, hair mask, hair spa, hairspray and hair-wax. 

- Barrettes, elastics, bobby-pins, shark pins, 3 types of brush/combs, hairbands.. and fortunately I need not to get straightening thong yet.. but I might. 

Skin Care Products.

Good skin with no acne or pimple problems. Phew~

- Face Wash/Cleanser, Scrubs/Exfoliants, Day/Night Moisturizer, Toner, Serum, Face Mask (Clay, Cream, Sheets), Spot Cream, Whitening Essence, Freakles Cream, UV Sun Screen, Pore Minimizer & Strips, Face Mist, Eye Mask, Eye Strips, Eye Serum & Lip Care. 

[Anything to brighten, firm, whiten, soothe, anti-gravity, moisture and make all good.] 

- Cotton pads, DIY mask sheets & facial wipes. 

Make-up *faints*

Lucky for me, I don't ICI myself daily. It's just very light make up with eyeliners (that I can't live without), mascara and ready to go. No foundation even.

But nevertheless, I'll need to keep these in stock.

- Eyeliner (liquid/pencil/gel in different colors), mascara, eyeshadow (favourite colors), eyebrow set, lipstick, lipgloss, lipbalm, blush (favourite colors), bronzer, illuminator, primer, sheer foundation (liquid/loose powder/pressed), concealors and correctors.

- Make-up remover, remover wipes, curlers, q-tips, entire brush set, sponge puffs, tweezers, razor, wax strips, compact mirror, huge-ass cosmestic case.

Body Care

- Body Wash, Body Mask (yes, they exist), Body Scrub, Wax Cream, Body Lotion, Extensive Hand-care Lotion, Moisturising Gel Gloves and Booties.

- Hair caps, loofah, exfoliating gloves, back brush and wax strips.

Nails Care

I normally go for manicure and pedicure, so I don't spend on colors but basic care still needed.

- Base Coat, Top Coat, Colored Polish (OPI classic colors, I've got only 3), Cuticle Oil/Balm, Nail Remover, Hand Therapy.

- Nail file, Nail Clippers, Nail Buff, Cotton Toes.

**

Wow, I'm declaring myself broke and I hope I did not miss out any.

I am kinda pissed after listing all these things down. 

I'm not petty girl BUT these are just BASIC needs. B-A-S-I-C!! 

And have not even list down on clothes, shoes and bags.

Sheeesh.. 

We love dressing up but to spend on getting all dressed up stay-young-n-healthy-self-hygiene-thingy is kinda pain-in-d-ass.

Why am I a girl?

clubbing cherries

Chaperoned three young girls to clubbing last Saturday.
I wanted Velvet but thanks to old Victor dear, he booked Phuture.
And did they have a blast, but I easily fatigued bout 1am when the party just got "exciting". Reminded me much bout my past clubbing days. Goodness shit.
How we partied all night long till wee hours in the morning, hangovers the next day..
didn't know how I could stand those shit? Yes, they were right.. I WAS MUCH younger then.. And the last time I went clubbing was... exactly A YEAR ago with my girlfriends.. *here*

Anyway I woke up like 9am the next day when we had another mamak session after clubbing last Saturday till 5am. I desperately need my beauty sleep but.. I just couldn't "sink" in. Darn.

They called me the KLCC bridge for a reason. =(

Nap time when everyone's working now.
Good feeling. =)

filler at 2:45pm

I'm watching my Sex and The City series, Season 2 AGAIN while trying to pen some thoughts here.

Carrie Bradshaw just "pen her thoughts".. 
What if Prince charming had never showed up? Would Snow White have slept in that glass coffin forever? Or would she have eventually woken up, spit out the apple, gotten a job, a healthcare package and a baby from her local neighbourhood sperm bank? 
I couldn’t help but wonder. Inside every confident, driven, single woman, is there a delicate, fragile princess just waiting to be saved? Do women just wanna be rescued?

You probably think i'm thinking or turning a little too much "gaga" over stuff like this.. but guess who is feeding me with all thoughts... like reminder set to snooze every 2 seconds. Gosh I am exaggerating but that's so how I felt.





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sigh don't you get tired of the constant screeching, hot blood gushed up your brain, hoarse voice after hours of continuous rock & roll? c-h-i-l-l !!

yeah that's my facebook status today and I'm referring to you-know-who. Nah it's not Voldemort.

signs of fatigue

I'm speechless and helpless AGAIN.

She's up to her tricks again. Yes AGAIN.

I know she meant no harm but it's so so so annoying.

I'm flustered and speechless and speechless  and speechless.

Worst that pop was on her side. 

She have her way in words (pssstt those red angry ones) and the super capability in making me feel sooooooo bad. 

I'm not a stuck-up!!!! I just don't find it appropriate.

I just hope I can lead my life the way I want it. Spontaneous and just-go-with-whatever-that-comes especially in that "category". Once in a lifetime "category". 

I felt like a subject to be inspected by different departments before submission then to be graded again by the main cast.

Why all the hassle? Let the young people do their thing. 

Why email photographs, fb addresses, emails? *faints*

If we want to meet up then we meet up, but not with the entire neighbourhood.

I'm a goner.

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A vain pix to end the post.

There's a reason you're not in a relationship for the longest time.

killing me softly

Mind empty. Hands froze. Brain dead.
I need my adrenaline rush back. Like ASAP.
Tsk. Work it work it work it..