The clock & me

Clock is a very useful damn thing that human ever created.

Today (fyi - acordingly to 'rules', my working hours is from 9.00 - 18.00)
18.30 - Still working

After dinner (still in office)...
19.45 - Still working & surfing

Took a fast glance....
21.55 - Still working & msn

Another glance....
23.04 - Still in office & still working!!

A long damn stare & still staring.......
23.54 - STILL BLARDYY working!!!! and working!!! and WORKING!!!!


What the hell? Is my life all about working?!
GOSH!!! I NEED A LIFE!!!! ARGGGHH!!!

Fixated horrendous egocentric ogre

Some people just don’t have THE sense. Stop being such an egoistic & selfish old toot. Aged enough to use your bloody brain to think the right things obviously. It’s not only you & your stuck-up life is important. This world is not just about YOU. I have a life too. And I want to keep it private. So do I have to tell you everything?

Asshole.
I’m pissed.
F*cking annoyed.
Just want to sulk.
Don’t bother me.
Leave me alone.
Period.

A Divine Image

Cruelty has a Human heart
And Jealousy a Human Face,
Terror, the Human Form Divine,
And Secrecy, the Human Dress.
The Human Dress is forgéd Iron,
The Human Form, a fiery Forge,
The Human Face, a Furnace seal'd,
The Human Heart, its hungry Gorge.

A walk down memory lane

PREVIOUS EVENTS

ChoonWee's Bday -20-10-84-
His bash -09-12-05 @ KlangClub & Zeta Bar -

ChoonWee's bday! Well, he celebrated at Australia with his buddies over there before he was back here. When he's back and all, each time, it makes me feel the time just flies very fast. Suddenly he's back. And suddenly he's back there. Wow.

Anyway it was a blast on his bday back here. From Klang Club to Zeta Bar, KL Hilton. One world to describe. FUN.

groupy dinner @ Klang Club

It was pretty funny before we reached Klang Club that night. FeiLing & Allan came to Yvonne's house to pick me & her up. Halfway to the club, she suddenly shrieked. Why? She forgotten ChoonWee's present. U-turn back to her house, she couldn't find it. Probably cause she panicked. Finally after few frantic minutes, she found it by her stairs. Haha. Reached there at the same time with HuayPin & KokHau. ChoonWee's uni friends all over Malaysia were there already.

After our dinner orders, I accompanied Yvonne to pick her cousin, KyeLie up from her tuition class. She drove Allan's car, & was asked to pump petrol first before heading to BBK cause the petrol was really low. Well, unfortunately we really got stuck in the middle of old Klang bridge. Gosh. With hazard lights on, some typical stupid idiotic drivers still got their car so near, almost kissing our ass, then they got stucked. Honked & show typical Malaysian signs of frustration. And our heroes for the night were KokHau & Allan with 2 bottles of petrol.

me, ChoonWee (bday boy), FeeFee, Yvonne @ zeta

me & yvonne (half blur) @ zeta

Look at us. Definitely blur. Haha. Few puffs of ciggies & gags of Chivas. Red-eyed monsters were born. It was also the first night I land my ass on a nice puddle of Chivas seat. Don't get what I mean? Good!

KL Hilton's Christmas deco was really really nice. Zeta Bar is well, nicely designed & furnished but the atmosphere was a bit mind-numbing. Everyone is just standing around. Sigh. Crashed in Yvonne's house & finally called it a night. Thanks ChoonWee.

My Bday -05-09-84-
My Bash -09-09-05 @ Kokomo -

Last year was my 21st year in this world. Nothing special was planned for my bday. Just a simple easy-going-get-together night with some close friends at Kokomo Garden Café on a Saturday night.

- 1st birthday cake from buddies @ kokomo -

some of the whole gang - kokomo -

Charlie is really funny. His nick. 'SLUT'. Hahaa. Haven't met up with Ele & Chee Kheng for sometime. Still the same, not much difference except that Chee Kheng cut his piggie tail off. That bloody Raymond laughed & teased Ele for not liking Carlsberg & Heinekken but to prefer Shandy more. Aww. Come on. This is a free world baby. Everyone has their own rights to choose whatever & whoever they like. Sheeshh...But it was quite funny to hear them 'debating' & looking at their expression at that time. Haha.

Shittz. Getting old is really happening fast. Sigh.

the girls - (clockwise) FeiLing, Elena, Yvonne, Me, Cass

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My dear fubu Lay Fong, couldn't make it. Ee Lyn FFK me. (I'll remember that) Joye got something on. Huay-Pin & ChoonWee still in Perth. BoonKee in Melbourne. Thanks to myself. Why? I gave a late notice. Damn. Boyfriend? Ya. Went astray in the shadows. Hidden.

me & buddy raymond (M.I.A. nowadays)

Surprisingly, Raymond & Charlie showed up. He told me, he wouldn’t come (over some super lame reasons) but end up in front of me that night. Quite happy actually, even though he was empty-handed. Hehe. Never mind. His presence matters more. Get a girlfriend, will ya, ray!! Lonely piece of lovely f*ck!!!

Happy Birthday, Michelle!~

Friend or Enemy?

Oh ya..
And I still haven't talk to her since I don't remember when.
And I don't feel like talking to her since then.
And I don't feel like mentioning about her again.
And I don't feel or think it's wasted.
For what is a friend to her.

It's been awhile.

WoW!! It's been a year since I've updated this blog. A lot of things had happened throughout last year though. Sigh.. Time really flew fast. And I'm OLD dy.
And yesterday was another lonely Valentine's. It wasn't that bad.. At least I was out with my *single* friends, Paul & ManYee to have a nice dinner & hit the movies later at Pyramid.

valentine triplets - cute chiq - man yee - me & paul - garage -

Seriously, DERAILED is really not that pleasing if it's not for Jennifer Aniston. It was really slow & a bit "3 star porn-y" at first but as the main actor (whom-I-still-don't-know-his-name) gets to put the puzzles together, finally got my full attention on the movie. Well, the ending was at least better than I've expected.

Now I'm sitting in front of my pc in office 16:38, trying to get my TGV drawings done meanwhile waiting for the supplier to meet up. Hoping that there's a remote to switch my mood.

Sigh. And I'm yawning again. That's all, I guess. Hope I have the 'urge' to update this blog again tomorrow.

Don't fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things. The saddest summary of a life contains three descriptions: could have, might have, and should have.

-Louis E. Boone

Goodbye Ah Huay~~

Study. Abroad. Aussie. Curtin. Leaving. My friend. Sad. Tears. Goodbye. Reunion. Nov 2005. Hopefully time passes fast. So many friends leaving to study abroad. Sigh~ Luckily Ah Huay only a year. Cass for almost 4-5 years. SOooo long. Sent her off this morning. Everything was fine when we reached the airport, her family and classmates were there, Boon Kee and his family were there too as they're going off on the same plane, casually talking ang laughing around until the moment came. The moment of walking to the departure hall. As we hugged one by one, Yvonne bursted into tears, causing most of us to start crying. Uncontrollable tears. Guys obviously stood there and act macho and all tough la. Hehehe.. Girls.. Emotional.. Definitely gonna miss her presence here. Never mind, she'll be back soon.

Aiyo.. Choon Wee gonna back to Aussie next Monday. Another one gone. Not much friends left already. Hahaa.. still got Yvonne & gang, Lay Fong, Veron, Angela they all.. Better say out if not sure later kena 'screwed' by Yvonne again! hehe..

Valentine's Day!

Well, Valentine's Day is obviously for couples.. but luckily for me this year, I wasn't completely alone. I surely thought I was going to stay at home to rot today as I don't have someone special in me YET. And some of my 'coupled' friends obviously busy today lar.. Last minute call around 12pm, Yvonne rang to meet me up for a lunch date with Huay-Pin and Chui Hong in Genki Sushi, KP. Chui Hong can't really recognised me, haha.. maybe my new hair cut or that I've grown sideways since cny started. Hahaha.. But it's been almost a year plus since I met her in Jusco with our families. Speaking of not-recognising-me case, last Saturday went visiting with Lay Fong, Radio(Sher Yee) and the Amy Twins (Chung Ee & Ming). Chung Ee waited for me outside the Bah Kut Teh restaurant in BBK, he saw me getting down from the car and he just looked away from me. How frustrating is that!! hahaha then only I realised as I walked to him, he can't recognise me.

Alright, back to today.. Hmm.. after a few hours of lunch date, we realised we had nothing to do tonight and that Huay-Pin's leaving tomorrow early morning. So we planned that we all drop by her house tonight, meanwhile to visit her for cny and also to gamble!! Her house aka Klang's Las Vegas.. Mahjong table, poker table etc.. hahaha.. aunty and uncles all damn happening.. All of us had a great time though.. Reached home around 12.45am, sending her off tomorrow morning at 7.30am.

End of my 2005 'romantic' Valentine's Day~

Another day has gone..

Hahah.. Thought that yesterday would be incredibly bored but luckily no. Lay Fong came around 3pm plus. Supposedly Im Kiat gonna fetch Yvonne and Fei Ling to my place after visiting Pin Chean but unfortunately Im Kiat's car broke down. However we all met up in Im Kiat's house, then to Fei Ling's place, then to Yvonne. Supposedly they coming to my house but Yvonne and Lay Fong have to attend a family dinner that night. Nevertheless, the chance will come, long time more to end CNY. Hahah then when finally I'm home yesterday evening, I was too lazy to do anything, ended up watching American Idol First Cut on TV then hit the bed.
Obviously I'm quite hyper these days that I keep updating my blog. Hahahaha

Nowhere & nobody for me

Sighhh!~~ I've got no friends to go visiting to and with. Quite bored! After two hectic days of travelling and visiting far relatives, finally today is my turn to go lepak but just found out I've got NO friends!!!
DarNN!!

Cassie and Jun Wei all the way in UK, Choon Wee - Bali, Yvonne - Parent's driver for today and maybe tomorrow, Ah Peng - busy with open house, Raymond in KL, Angela, Veron, Lock, Berny, Minako and the rest of coll-mates all balik kampung far far away, Lay Fong - Grams masuk hospital, my cousins busy with their girlfriends' family, Eric - busy as usual, Bonkers and the rest - nowhere to be seen nor heard.

Me? At home la... Dad's friend came, mom's friend came, aunty came, cousins came to MAKAN in my house.
What I did the whole day was 'layaning' those who came visiting, refilling cookies into tupperwares and jars, pouring juices and wine into their empty glasses, washing dishes, setting out the table, deserts, fruits but luckily received some angpau. If not, I wouldn't want to imagine what will happen to me for today. Oh yeah.. forgot to mention this stupid big ulcer in my mouth. DAMN damn damn!!!!

:: Tomorrow pls be a better day. *fingers crossed* ::

Happy CNY!!!~~~~

Hmm.. some Chinese mediums and fengshui masters etc predicted that this rooster year is some sort of disasterous year. Natural disasters like earthquakes, wave tidal, floods are gonna occur in some Asian countries this year. Hmm.. how true would that be? We'll see. For instance, some CNY specials on TV stated about this particular famous well-known for his predictions monk from Thailand predicted that today later after 9pm, some minor big waves thingy will occur by the coast side. Something like that, I'm not too sure. Anyway, none of the predicted disasters are in Malaysia. Hehe.. Thumbs Up!!

Rooster year, mandarin oranges, firecrackers, cookies, cny cards, peony buds, red deco stuffs, new clothes, new shoes, visiting, far relative, 'sam koo lor poh', new movies, hot weather, cny programmes uncomparable to all the ANGPAU this year!!!

Happy CNY to me, myself and I !!!!

Something for Somebody

Have you once ever felt like you thought you knew the person who shares a bond with you for reasons neither know, a feeling that they were close friends? I do.

But when fate decided to play a certain hand, they stumble onto each other by pure circumstances, unexpectedly distrust and betrayal occurs, and it wipes away all reminiscence and removes all memory from the very beginning. Why? Have you ever stopped once and wondered how things can changed so drastically over a night, then starting the next day with bad thoughts and regrets of knowing that person? I do.

In the past, everyday reality will definitely shatter if truth and honesty spills. Why? Will you accept unpleasant things about what people say about you? Who will admit your own flaws? Have you given a thought on why people around you are getting lesser? I don’t think so, because there lays millions of excuses in everyone will create to make themselves feel better and set others wrong in their own strong opinion.

Making the first move isn’t important. The big deal is ‘Have it crossed your mind if YOU would be the first?’ It did cross my mind if I should. But if you have set your mind on what you’re assuming or thinking, would me making the first move make you feel better? I confessed, I made the first move, you forgave me, do you think everything will get back to normal? The trust and possibility levels are way too low. But I can put my word on what we once shared, it’s only between us. Everybody has their own sides of stories. Right now, I don't care what you gonna think Who knows where truth lies? Will you agree with my truth or vice versa? Well, what’s true is that it’s not easy maintaining a friendship without giving and taking. And I wish somehow somewhere where miracles exist; these two souls will find each other, two souls that we all call friends.

Like how you did in friendster, I left you a message here..