Johnny is "dead"

Today is really quiet in the office, but that bloody renovation thingy next door is really killing me. So freaking noisy. Sounds like some rude giant is farting explosively none-stop for hours. Gawdd!! It's killing me physically, emotionally & mentally.. spiritually too.. Whatever. Ignore me. I'm blabbering.

Boss on MC today. Yay!! Hahaha.. But there's still work to do, gotta start on the condo material sample board soon. After blogging tho..

So I was surfing thru the net for some dreams interpretation. Last night I dreamt that Johnny was dead. Damn man. Involved in a car accident that probably wasn't his fault, I think. Anyway, I saw his coffin & flowers & all but no photo. Haha. Well, I didn't even look at his dead corpse or photo or anything else but I just KNOW it's him. Ishhh.. speaking of 'pantang-ness'.. I was like so terribly sad, thinking.. oh gawd.. so young & so dead. Sigh. I mean, the feeling was so dreadful. When I woke up, my heart was throbbing though it was only a dream but yet it seems real. So i sms him, & guess what he replied... "so when I was dead, did you cry?"

Ughh! shouldn't have told him though. Sick bugger.

Getting more & more restless every second. Thanks to the noise-farting pollution. Somethings just makes me wonder.

can you spot the 2 corns (twin towers) & kl tower? Malaysia landscape or urban design is so clustered. I mean, look at aussie's & the states. At least it's more pleasant to look at.

1. manhattan city & nyc. 3d version. 2. looks much better than kl. Haha. some nationalistic shit I am. I still love my country ok.

melbourne. nice. looks 'manageable'

Forgive me. I'm just so bored.

"In our dreams we are closer to our real self than in waking life. The hideous or pleasing incidents seen and heard about us in our dreams are all of our own making, they reflect the true state of our soul and body, and we cannot flee from them unless we drive them out of our being by the use of good thoughts and deeds, by the power of the spirit within us."

LayFong & Takeshi

Last Saturday I went to UCSI to apply for my IA degree with ManYee & Paul. It was their Open Day tho. Met up with Kelvin & Diana. Well, obviously they're like trying to 'sell' their school to us.. It was not that bad of the module but it's like definitely better offer than Limkokwing. Eventhough previously I was from Limkokwing for my ID diploma but I seriously won't even think of going back there for my degree. Don't ask me why though. For me, it's just not as good as it seems it'll be.

Never mind that. Then another main purpose of going all the way to Cheras is because we want to go to Giant Cheras for the tarot card guy. 30 bucks for 30 minutes. Ask-all-you-want. Whether to believe it or not.. It's so your choice. But damn.. close shop pulak!! till 3rd April. Probably going down there again, I guess.. Possibly with LayFong if I'm not mistaken. Supposedly she's coming with me for my registration but too bad for her as her eye was swollen & she's like keep thinking of Takeshi Kaneshiro. Haha.. shitty of her.. Last night around like 4am in the morning, I received a sms from her saying, "Pushpa once told me - treat the person u love like a bird. Let if fly away & if it returns, the bird is yours to keep. Or else, get another faithful bird." I woke up around like 8am, drowsily saw this sms & went @!@$#%@?????? Haha. She told me the bird is her dream guy Takeshi & the 'quote' is her words of wisdom to me.. Don't get me started with her 'story' of 'one night of paid penetration'. And also the bodoh GUCCI jokes. Full of un-real & never-will-come-true craps. Damn man. We're like always laughing our asses off.. Hahah.. Blur case~~

Now I'm like sitting in the office, doing absolutely nothing. Gonna help ManYee after she completed her drawings. Sigh. My TGV Corporate office is like so messed up. Boss wanna call tender soon but now the client called him up last night, wanna change some of the layouts. Fuiyohh.. mana boleh la at this time.. THEN AGAIN, client's the BOSS of all BOSSES!! Sheeshh.. Life in work is like getting.. more negative in a way sometimes..

Additional 2 bloggers in my list today. KwangLi & HuiChuan. Newbies in blog & just now the scenario in the office was like just hilarous. Lazy to explain tho. Gonna check thru my plans now. Back to work.

Thursday night. Meet at rush k?

counting days...

handed in my resignation letter last week.
18 more days to go..
ughh!~

kids nowadays

I chopped off 6 inches of my hair last Saturday. Now it’s like probably just few inches off my shoulders. But then it was like almost half a year I didn't trim my hair dy. Then again, the stylist is cute.. well not exactly the cute range but I’ve always think he’s kinda bit macho cool cool look.. Haha.. so I don't really mind though. I'm not being flirty ok.. but he is just way too pleasant to look at... Haha..

Yesterday I was like talking to my sister, then she told me something that well.. switched me off. Firstly I was with LayFong at 1U last Saturday afternoon. Didn’t buy anything because of 2 reasons.. 1. Nothing caught my attention. 2. I’m so PK & so broke. Anyway so I was back in Klang around evening, planned to chop my hair next Monday but as I was like walking around alone doing nothing & waiting for my family to arrive (cause they wanna eat Pizza for dinner), so I went & cut my hair (to peep peep also, LOL).
So after dinner, my parents left first, leaving me & my siblings to walk around. As we were walking near the atrium area, my sister suddenly grabbed my hand and…

Sis : Look at that couple. The guy so so so TALL & the girlfriend so short. Aiyo..
Me : So? Does that concerns you? (but seriously.. the guy is way too tall than the girl but who cares.. love is not about heights)
Sis : No. But how can such a tall guy be with a short girl???
Me: (Annoyed) Don’t be so kepo ok. Just zip it.
Sis : Whatt.. I mean.. Look at their height.. How are they going to kiss then? Who bends down??? Aiyo.. Think also geli..

I smacked her head. I was speechless. I mean.. she’s only like 12 this year.. Normally she’ll like so stiff with her guy friends & will get easily irritated when her guy friends like wave at her or talk to her. Her friend's mom even ask her to stand 1 metre away from her guy friends for 'safety' purpose because she got her period this year. (The lady is nuts.. like as if you gonna get....whatever) Sigh.. Probably is puberty, hormones running around like nobody’s business. Maybe I’m oldie in my head or being protective over her.. but she just blew my mind off that night aite.

Another funny part is..
My brother (only 8) replied.. “The guy bend down la. Aiyo. You cannot expect the girl to get a ladder right??”

Aiks.. I’m really outta there. Kids nowadays… Sighhh..

first project completion

I’m in office now. Boss not in. Finished my scope of work. Nothing much to do. So just flipping through the files in my pc & saw some of the new TGV Seremban2 pics taken last year. Located at Jaya Jusco Seremban 2. I didn’t know there was a Seremban 2 till then. Haha. Anyway the TGV was completed by Nov 2005, I think, if I’m not mistaken. I was only there twice while the project is still on but not completely done, still getting on defects.

It was my first project involvement & completed since I started working. My boss was like saying, “Heyy..It’s your little baby!! Must go see see…” I was like.. “Errmm.. ookay..” But it was a nice feeling though. In the middle of well.. proud + happy + all-the-hard-work-and-OT-was-worth-it feeling. Hehe.

After all, it was my first project completion. Wow. From nothing on the ground till a big building is constructed.

1. during construction of the whole Jaya Jusco Seremban 2's building. 2. The interior of the cinema auditorium.

For my opinion, the main foyer ain't that nice as TGV Tebrau's. The ceiling is flat but at least there are some effects, so that it wouldn't look that boring, I guess. Haha. Don't ask me why it is so colourful. The client wants it that way. So no choice. The original design concept was so much different than now. It was way nicer & hipper.

1. the main entrance foyer(taken from access level) 2. (left) ticketing counter (right) candybar

1. corridor outside cinema 1 & 2. the entrance doors look a bit tacky. 2. victor - measuring tape (no Hilti that time) & me flipping through the plans. boring huh? hehe

the film - exorcism of emily rose

That time when the movie 'Exorcism of Emily Rose' released, dAMn it!! Nobody wants to watch with me. Wanted to buy dvd, but I know I'll surely keep tracking the movie till I won't enjoy the show. Was afraid to watch it on my own & all my friends were freaking out saying the preview is scary enough. Sigh. So this pic was taken as a 'reminiscence'. Haha. Nuts.

There's more new TGV to come.. babyyy...!!~ but scared I'll get bored of it.. right now still ok lar.. working on new TGV Kepong & Cheras.. Till then...

TGV tebrau, johore

I’m back. Went to Tebrau, Johor last week. Not for hols but to work. Sheeshhh.. Anyway was there at Tebrau City Jusco to do the TGV as-built drawings & defect with Kwangli, Victor & Faizal. 10 fricking cinemas man. So bloody tiring man.….

Measuring the whole building was really exhausting. Fortunately for us, just in time, David bought that Hilti. If not, it'll take us forever to finish the whole as-built measurements. Well, it's not THAT bad. At least it was a new experience. I mean, I wouldn't want to drive all the way from Klang to Johore, just to look at the new-built cinema. Yes, I'm involved in the project but it's still way too far. I know it's 20metres screen, largest in Malaysia but STILL.. it's FAR. It's like practically 4 bloody hours okk! It's in jaya jusco tebrau city. it's something like klang JJ but way bigger & way more expensive retail tenants. But for me, it's a so so shopping mall, not that nice to shop in, something like Putrajaya Alamanda. I still prefer One Utama though. Anyway back to the topic, i've got some pics to share with yall...

this is so typical entrance for TGV.

1. the main entrance foyer (left: ticketing counter, right: candy bar) 2. from the inside of the ticketing counter

1. candybarr!!! 2.postmix area.... the popcorn machine!!!!!!

1. the 'grand' entrance of CInema 1.the carpet is a bit messy tho. 2. interior of the CInema 1. it's quite dark when i took the pic. did some contrasting. a total of 600 seats man.. it's huge.

the big big 20metres screen. i didn't know behind the screen there are few fluorescent lights for the speaker or wiring technicians. we're standing under the screen with the client, so as can see we looked so tiny. lol.

1. i think it's cinema 3. it's smaller. 2. the corridor towards cinema 8 - 10.

the full set of the cinema projectors. cool huh? it's a great thing to be up at the projection room level. just keep in mind, people!! don't do anything cheeky or horny in the cinema because the projectionist up there.. can see everything!!!! and i mean EVERYTHING!!

There are still many pics to load but I'm plain lazy. Haha. Anyway when I was finally home that night, I was so restless.. Good thing we stopped by Basket Robbins on the way home. Banana Royale heal me halfway. Still, back in my own room, own roof is still the best. OWN BEDD!!! Slept like a pig. Thinking back.. so unfortunately it was Thursday night. Next morning, Friday still have to work. Arghh!!!

today

sucks

sucker

JOHNNY WONG!!!!!!!!! urghhh.. so feel like killing him today!!!
he is so bloody weird case.
sometimes like manja cute little puppy, sometimes is like a fart-none-stop porcupine.
today is so definitely not his day man.
throwing temper tantrums like as if he hits his period season.
weird f*ck

i'm like so fricking innocent ok! nabehh.. rude piece of pathetic shitz

you're late

Gum still swelling. Ulcers still hurting. Few have gone, hoping there won’t be new ones.

I got to know some news. Neither good nor bad. Been 11 days. If I say it's way too long, then again, it's only 11 days. I’m starting to feel nothing over this any longer.

From a friend, I was told, he say he’ll explain to me.

The reason.

His personal problems.

One day.

One fine day.

The problem now is.. do I still want to listen?

Or do I still need to know?

Too late.

help wanted

ulcer-attack!!

Ulcer is so bloody hurting. I don’t know how many bloody ulcers & boils I have in my mouth. Last time I checked ulcers on my tongue, my gums, and gums swollen like red chilly peppers. I mean, I’ve been sick since last Wednesday afternoon, the fever went away after 2 days but the ulcers start popping out like nobody’s business. It’s really terribly aching me. I can’t eat, can’t sleep, even drink hurts. I think I have mumps. Ought to consult the doctor for second time but I’m so not going to the same clinic I went the last time, nearby my house.

Damn that old lady. I mean, when you see a doc, you have to explain your symptoms or your pain to them right? Then they’ll check you up, ask you several questions then decide your medic? I went in. I told her I was having fever, suddenly feel very super cold during early mornings, dizzy, no appetite & very drowsy. She took my temperature & doesn’t ask me any shits more. She told me to drink more water & that I’m very heaty inside.
Well duh!~ tell me things that I don’t know please. Cost me 46 bucks for a less than 10-mins consultation, antibiotics, fever pills, flu pills & a bottle of vitamin C. Why do I need flu pills? Vitamin C probably is ok but flu? I didn’t mention I have flu alright. No wonder her business is getting worst. From 24 hours clinic became a clinic opened at 8am, closed at 8pm with lunch break lagi. While waiting for consultation, I read through her (self-written or her Malay nurse) articles on the walls, & found out.. NEW STRAITS TIMES became NEW STRAIGHTS TIMES, SMOKING became SMOCKING.

Total ridicule.
This is so the last time I’m there.

Oouchh! I’m still aching!!! Gums hurt. Ulcers hurt. And I’m at work. Just kill me, will ya!!!

slow long tears

I look up
as a tear rolls
slowly down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion
I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek