forty-eight

I think I perasan lor.

sensed an existence

你存在，我深深的脑海里，我的梦里，我的心里，我的歌声里.

oh btw. me likey this.

(if only i can insert an emoticon with heartshaped eyes. i'll probably put 5. haha)

Goodnight.

caught up in the moment

Few weeks ago I was asked to sleep earlier day by day and me to not think so much but..
Lady Antebellum's Just A Kiss playing in the background now isn't helping much.
Feel like laughing. -_-"










Btw, I'm going fishing tmr!!! yay!!
Something different to look forward to.
I'm excited!! 40mins from KL is better than 40mins in KL!!


xoxo

I want to go back to sleep

I am up on a Friday at 8am which is a Public Holiday but felt like a Sunday.
Thoughts crammed up in my head now.
Fxked up.

back to flintstones..

Sometimes I can so unpredictable and...
Have the insane capability to do incredibly stupid things that I amazed myself sometimes.
I was in the midst of googling images for my moodboard few hours ago and somehow I stumbled across one of my blog links. Bizarre. Totally no connection to what I was searching online, but anyway that distracted me so much from work that I eventually started browsing and reading my old posts WHICH led to flashbacks of fking emo moments. And I read almost all the EMO labelled posts which brought back bollocks of *sniffsniff*. And I cried. Sooooo wtf, right?

This caught my attention..

"Lots of questions i've been asking myself lately which I can't seem to find the answer i want.
i want to live a satisfied life.
i believe in myself.
i want surprises.
i want things to just happen for the all the reasons it should.
I'm not worried bout life obstacles but i'm just kinda getting tired of it.
Ya ya i know i know.. i just started my life 'legally' in many things..
inclusive of being more responsible.. more shit-ass stuff happening around me..
where i need to "see the real society"..
but i'm just mentally tired sometimes..
need a good cry... possibly a good shoulder to have a good cry on..
just feel like letting all out.. then i bet i'll be fine.

i want too much out of me.. too much to expect..
don't ask me what i see myself in 10 years kind..
everyday i answered myself differently.. wanting different things..
sounds like unsatisfied bitch huh? ....


Speechless me? So whiny! Haha
I do sound a lil demanding huh?
A post I've put up 3 years ago.
Reading back, it felt like just 15mins ago.

I'm not going to "link-up" those past sappy big L word here.
I might .. Anyway bygones..



and I didn't finish what I supposed to do today. Damn.

my pen is in her random mood today

Aiks. still have birthday photos to post up here.
Hmm been weeks I have sorta forgot (whichactuallydefineslazy) to blog.
Sigh. My laptop is in ICU now, for 1 week already. It's the second week now.
They told me that he will be back in 3 weeks time when I admitted him in but I missed him so much.
Without him, I felt abandoned. Yes my laptop is a he. He works stronggggggggggg for me. lol.
Heading out.
Will pen more soon. =P

Btw, check this out.
I did a quick analyse on my Facebook activities. Haha how cool is this.
Click *here*

xoxo~

continuouscrap

nothappytoday.theangerpassedhenceiamkindaspeechlessnow.nothingmuchtoroarboutitnowthatihavefoundsomewaytodestressitearlierbutamstilluneasywithallthereunnecessarynuisance.crapman.whatthefuck.

happy twenty-eight on the fifth

Happy Birthday to me. The 28th.

Everyone's making fun of another additional two years will be the BIG three O.

Well, as long as I'm happy and healthy.. with loving family, great friends and good career, then... I'm good. *thumbs-up*

Some asked to wish for a boyfriend this year which i highly doubt as there's only few months left this year, and some even wrote it in the card.. skip the bf process, straight to husband. Awgh.. hahaha jokers.

Nevertheless, I still hope birthday can be different next year, if you know what I mean. =P 

First celebration was posted last week. *click* 
Pix posted below were on my birthday night. 5 Sept. 

Remember the date pls. Haha.

We had our dinner at Twenty-One Kitchen & Bar at BSC.

They asked me to choose a place at Bangsar hence I chose there. Not bad.

here goes.

words speak the truth. im still 21 deep within. haha

breaded calamari

Duck spring roll with cucumber, carrot, spring onion
and chilli hoi sin sauce

bangers & mash

seafood spaghetti in aglio-olio

caesar salad w/ grilled chicken poached egg.

Chicken tikka marsala with shell pasta, mint yogurt sauce

Prawn broth with angel hair pasta, home made fish cake,
prawn & chilli ginger powder 

Creamy fettuccini with smoked salmon & spinach

cake-blowing.. my face looked like mind-blowing. =P

with Louise.

chocolate molten cake was good.. rich and warm.
but the presentation n that whipped goo was kinda turned off.. no? 

Tess and me and neckpiece from BKK. mwah*

the youngsters.

birthday girl and the guys.

birthday girl and the babes.

with hello kitty jimui!!~

some were worried we were les. but we're v straight. =P

so tall!!! 

the girls that planned the night. thanks xoxo

twin tower bridge again! aih

group photo to end the night. xoxoxoxo

I like the last pix. =P

That's it for my birthday night pix.

Had a great time. =P

Love being with a bunch of great friends.

Thanks for making me happylikeacow on my birthday night.

XOXO

burning rays

The weather is so hot today. Grr
I am feeling so lazy. Slept through most of the days, neglecting my office works.
Damn. Tomorrow I'll quarantine myself in some cool cafe and put on my thinking cap.
Have to get my work started.

Yup.. this was/is my expression for a couple of days d due to the stupid weather...

xx.

first 28th birthday celebration

Last Friday was planned weeks ahead to organize a potluck feast at Amber's crib.

And unexpectedly.. a surprise. Aww.

Pictures tell a thousand words. *grins*

Eric's Double Sauce (Red & White) Rice with tons of Ham

Mommy's Curry Chicken!! =P

Amber's Pumpkin Potato Chicken. Love this!!

Ah Fun's Potato Salad. Yummmm!!

Angela's Chocolate Moist Cupcake. Very Rich!

M&Ms. I thought they were decor until late that night they revealed the truth.

Kok Seng & Tiff brought Roasted Chicken & Char Siew. Porky was great.

Louise and her new beau brought roasted duck.

Jeffrey's Sautéed Scallop. Long awaits. =P

Baby Aden is so happy =)

The entire spread. What a feast.

As we were busy eating, the kids enjoying Barney on TV.

And I got surprised with this DIY birthday cake. =)

I'm 28!!!! with tons of M&Ms. Yay!!

The girls!! Thanks girls~~

The MEN!

Haha figuring a way to cut the cake.

Thanks to Eric, Ah Fun and Angela to decor the cake with tons of M&Ms.
Happy Colors!! 

As the kids playing with their games...

We played ours.. hahaha 

Nope. no bettings.. but losers to finish the leftovers!!

I'm a happy girl! happy to be 28 and loved by all my friends.
Hugs.
xoxoxo

ms brightside

I am a happy girl today.
I couldn't sleep last night due to you-know-the-reason-why but I woke up like 6:30am justnow.
Went to the morning market with mom after dropping my siblings to school.

Looking at the crowd makes me wonder if my sleeping hours are too long.
But I normally slept bout 2-3am, woke up no later than 10am. Hmmm..
and these people are already working their ass off selling everything your grocery list could fit.
I should sleep less and start working more huh? Good motivation. =)

My fav kuih ever. Made me miss my grams terribly.

where she chops and chops her chickedees.

Breakfast at 8:30am. A very rare "event". =P

There's potluck tomorrow at Amber's place.
Lunch at Kwangli's next Tuesday.
Dinner at BSC next Wednesday.
Steamboat and movie marathon at Jason's next Saturday.
Following Saturday to Velvet.
Following following weekend to Bangkok.
Gonna love September!!!
I'm grinning from ear to ear.
At the end of the day, age is really just a number.

Happy Birthday to me in the next-6-days. =) =) =)

a failed fairytale

I never like Alanis Morissette or Karen Mok. Karen Mok is like the asian Alanis.

Till today, a close friend told me Alanis's "Ironic" song best define my current situation.

After listening to it, comprehending the lyrics.. Trying not to let it get me. I laughed then sulked.
Yeah, she's right. Unfortunately to my case.
Her exact words would be, "This doesn't happen all the time ok, re-enacting a scene from a song. Lol"

Damn she's right and she thought it was bizarre and funny. Ugh. Fxxx me.

Google can be the best, most useful tool ever invented to dig any dirty stuff or throwing answers to any impossible question regardless of right or wrong.
It's EVIL, I must say.. to my case.
Found out some little fishy details about this particular particular.
I am sorta kinda burnt. 

I know, KNEW I shouldn't play with fire but I lead the fire to start.. a little. 

Good thing was.. the fire was killing small.. mere sparkle.. still able to kill cool it.

A traffic jam when you're already late

A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break

It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife

It's meeting the man of my dreams

And then meeting his beautiful wife

And isn't it ironic...don't you think

A little too ironic...and, yeah, I really do think...

Yes. Go figure, all you clever bastards.
Screw me.

I'm not happy.
But I will not think this tomorrow.
This will end today.


I shall rest my case.


I mean it. Period.