Saturday, February 28, 2009

let's get married!!! but with who??

Few weeks ago, I attended both my good friends' weddings on the same night.
Both are my friends. Both married each other.. So attended both their wedding lor.
Hahaha *grins* I'm sooo lame.

Anyway... the dinner was at Shaw Parade, KL.
Vegetarian table. Another vegan wedding dishes after Nat's.
Not bad. Having fun figuring out what they eventually use to replace the poultry dishes.

Pretty sweet bride trying to pop her champagne. *winks*
My dear Phoenix. Standing "tall" in red. Hehehehee

Couldn't quite get it popped...
Her hubby, Real-Tall-Kelvin so so sayang her..
So jealous.. where's the guy that will so sayang me????

The UCSI bunch that attended.
Oh well, wish them all the best..
Shall their new chapter of life begins with great love and happiness...

And again.. I'm jealous.
Big time.



Wednesday, February 25, 2009

kayu2 papan2 yang cantik2 belaka

Grains, colours, names, types, textures.
Everyday see+feel+choose these. Ohgawd. *faints*

The best part of taking endless time selecting all these are..
when they're all being glued and installed up.
The good "satisfied" feel. if ONLY you choose right & it blends with the rest

I'm just crapping.
Need a break. *grins* *groans*


Monday, February 23, 2009

Am I really that naive?

From *here* to the words below which do not involve my friends.

I may be feisty, noisy, irritating, loud and bubbly most of the times.
But I do have my moments of silence.
I do have times when I chose not to talk.

I may be rude and sarcastic but only playfully.
I do not run around the bush trying to insult someone just for the sake of releasing my unnecessary anger or being disrespectful.
I am just not that kind of person. Naïve shall I say that actions were.

I was thinking a few days back…
Many people complained about their hatred to their jobs.
How stressful and boring work can be.
How “indigestive” work can be? How this and how that..
Sorry to disappoint guys, I love my job. I do. I have passion towards my job.
I do complain about my job here and then, but mainly there were just merely no troubles.
Just some kiddies’ sulkiness.

Guess my “rumination” started from here.
Working lately has been a lot of stress, which mainly the stress wasn’t much from the work itself. Surprisingly it wasn’t from my employers or clients or consultants or suppliers.
Working the real work has been pretty challenging and I’m not denying that I am really enjoying every moment of it. At least for now I still am.

Work has been terrible stressful meaning to say the stress came from my contemporaries.
We are human. We make mistakes.
When we do mistakes, we admit to it, we learn from it.
If we do not want to admit due to our huge bowl of ego-ness, at least we keep a low profile and NOT repeat the mistakes again. Right?
Or do you go sing-song about everything except your own mistakes?
No? Or am I the one being the pretty naïve here?

Been months since I’ve listened to endless complaints about everything in office.
I am indeed very very surprised with myself that my level of tolerance is pretty high.
I can sit there listen to brats and craps and yet keeping a smiling face. I should so much be involved in acting. I can actually make myself real proud if I took up acting. I am just not that kind that will snap on you regardless of how wrong your thinking can be.
I can sit there at the same table, under the same roof, disagreeing with every word of your conversations with him, having me yelling NO NO NO NO NO wtf!!! in me but still looking as calm as collected as ever on my face. Silent Mind Scream.
I can easily “angel” their “devilish words” but I chose not to.
In other words, I stopped myself from “counselling” you by questioning myself first,
“Why should I?”

To begin with, I was sabotaged. I am not treated as a friend any longer hence your sudden change of behaviour. Or maybe I was once your friend but no longer since you chose to stand with that double-face ego coward, and refuse to believe in our bond and trust. Fine with me. Life still goes on. But you wish to disturb me emotionally. Faces, faeces, catty words. I am glad I can be dumb and deaf at times when you purposely direct something stupid towards me. I just pull a deaf ear every time you’re doing your unreasonable talking. You must really thank that coward who sabotaged you and at the same time trying to be your full time “supporter”.

I can be quiet but doesn’t mean my mind is not spinning.
I do not want to talk or voice up because I don’t see the need to.
I don’t see the sense to talk to you.
You both are very insincere.

There are always two sides of everything but you chose to differ.
You trust your foolish self by swerving others’ well compliments to goddamn insults.
Why do you both like to choose the negativity to answer all your questions?
Sometimes things are SO to-your-face but you just want to guess the fact to your stupidity that they don’t mean well.
How shallow can you get by sabotaging a new staff on her second day?
How shallow can you get by bombarding people with your oh-so-gangsterism?
How shallow can you get sulking over people’s hard-earned cash while you’re not trying to do anything with your life besides laugh and play?

Some people do not know how to take advice.
But some people do not want to take advice.
Do not know or do not want?
Which is worst? Take your pick.

I know what you’re both thinking I’m naïve because I 不知死.
You both never get bored of telling me.. "You wait and see."
You even say you will get on your knees to PRAY me if I survived here for years.
How eff-ed-up can u guys be? Seriously.

I do not keep that in mind ‘cos all I want to do now is to do good in my life.
Make something out of my life so that I won’t go regretting in future.
I do not want to waste my time. I want to do what I love to do.
I just want to do my job. Meet my expectations and score my goals.
I just do what I want and supposed to do.
Does that sound so wrong?

When work isn’t just about work.

p/s: I wish you both the best. I really do.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Bathroom can sometimes be quite a comforting place..

I came across this image online today. Hmmm...

Not bad, right?
I like the color and the simplicity of the wash basin and counter... and...
and that window tastefully decorated with just a few twigs in a clear vase..
Sometimes decoration do not have to be that heavy..
Just keep it simple and let the colors and textures portray themselves out..
Shine baby shinee!!

Hence it's nice.. but not quite my type of bathroom..
Somehow I felt it's quite "cold" and hard... hhhmm.. or kinda a lil' masculine..
I want my bathroom to be warm.. and inviting..
Yes I meant "inviting"... I come home to relax.. if can.. spend some time in my bathroom "cleansing" my soul body and de-stressing my mind.. *grins*

I quite like this.. (above).. well, if it blends with your overall look of your house..
Nice pastel colors, modern in a way bringing a hint of classical alongside..
The oval mirrors very nicely "reflects" the same oval undercounter wash basin...
If this is my washroom.. I would want it to be like.. ermm...
A long long rectangle mirror across the whole counter would be nice...
For girls, the bigger the mirror the better right??? I know you all agree..
Guys nowadays.... love their reflection more than how girls do.. Meterosexuals...

This. Very typical modern bathroom design and colors. What most clients wants nowadays.
Not bad actually. Clean cut, gloss finish, long countertop ceramic wash basin..
Black featured, white all over.. all-edged WC... (see at far left, near the paper roll)
which means not our typical oval shaped WC la..
which I feel rectangle WC quite hard to adjust to different sizes of ass'es. Hahaha..
I don't mind this anyway... just don't quite like tat black color thingy across.. =(
I think I'll get bored of this bathroom pretty fast if it were to be MINE....

Speaking of WC... which stands for wash closet..
if those of you DO NOT KNOW... WC means the pix below.. *glances down*
A scary looking one...
Silly right? AHahhahaHAhaha.... Some people just wayyy tooo freee...

This ain't that scary.... just maybe a little uneasy to sit on to shit...
in case of you worrying your ass being bitten off.. hhahahha..

Wait till you see this pix below.. ahahhaha

Guys.. willing to pee into some nun's erm... wherever you're suppose to aim at..
Evil joke hor.. to those who came up with this idea... oh gosh.. seriously.. SINFUL LOR!!!

As sinful as me standing inside a chocolate shop yesterday....
Bloodyyyy salivating over all the dark chocolate bars.


Thursday, February 19, 2009

showhouse is just for "showing"

What I've been busy with lately...
2 showhouses and 1 kinda-a-lil-too-big sales office..

Window? No window? Window again? No window...
Never ending "opinions" from the client..
Suka-suka tukar.. suka-suka sumbat.. suka-suka hack..
Well well.. guess this is what my field is all about... Amendments!!
Anyway not that I'm complaining.. used to it d.. *weak grin*
just wonder how so very indecisive that fella can be..

Well, I hope all can turned out good.
If he hadn't change a thing.. stick to our original proposals.. *grunts*
it will definitely be hella good..
But alas, *fingers crossed* everything must go all well and good..

Bless me yah!! hehehe..
will post up pix after project handover..


Wednesday, February 18, 2009

my online "tarot read"

Tess sent me the link to try out..
and this is my result.

You are Strength
Courage, strength, fortitude.
Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action,
sometimes obstinacy. This is a card of courage and energy.
It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy,
and the Maiden's steadfast will.

The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable.
In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it.
Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful
than raw physical strength
That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is
very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks,
it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength.
With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself.
It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers,
leadership and maintaining one's personal honor.
It can also stand for a steadfast friend.

You think I'm as described above???
Not 100% true.. there are some true points that I find it hard to believe myself.. *grins*
Oh well.. you guys can try yours here.. click below...

Friday, February 13, 2009

one again tomorrow

It's been awhile.
Pretty awhile to be exact.
2 years plus to be really exact.
Guess 3 years is the definite answer.

Been 3 years. Spent S.A.D every year.
Not that I'm sad or anything..
I just don't quite understand "love" anymore.

Like how singles will say...
"Waste of money.. kena "tiok" ar.. have to plan in advance.. bodoh 1.. so mafan.. etc etc etc of never-ending insults comments... for valen's day."

Like how couples will say..
"Aww.. so sweet and romantic.. I love you, you love me.. forever n ever.."

I somehow don't quite fancy Valen's Day eventhough I was with my exes last time.
To me, you don't have to show your love or shower us with gifts only on Valen's Day...
To me again, I just think that Valen's Day is sorta like a.. "join-in-the-fun-day-since-everyone-is-doing-it"...

is for everyday.
Not just specially for a day where some people specifically picks a date to it.

No. I'm not trying to be pathetic here..
But I really think that.
Fine fine... if you "frame" me so... yahyah..
you think i'm simply jealous 'cos I'm not attached..
Yah yah.. nyeh nyeh..

To those who are emo.. darn emo bout being alone... this phrase is dedicated to you..
"One way to keep your sanity at Valentine's Day is to think of it as a day of love and not specifically couples. Concentrate on sharing your love with family members, friends or strangers because Valentine's Day should not be just about couples."

BUT I am happy with me now.

Happy celebrating singles awareness day!!!..
where single people gather to celebrate or to commiserate in their single status right???
Right?? Get it???

Still feeling very single?? Ok ok click *here* then...

Hey.. Let's make love..

Make the love dough above lar...
What you thinking??? tsk tsk..
*shakes head*

i'm lonely.. a bit but still am..

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

u need to slack to be a slacker

A good "very MAN" friend of mine.. is back on blogging track again.
where his slackerious pen of words state his thoughts n more..
Pretty interesting...

I'm making him his blog, i mean.. my daily pill.
Go read him here... but please.. don't you guys forget me.. or choose him over me..
I'll cry. Serious. *grins*

Cheers peeps.

*Slacker's Journal*

Psst... he's HOT and sometimes CUTE too... hehehehhe


Tuesday, February 10, 2009

i'm starting to dislike my freckles

Sorry my loves.
Been really busy lately.
And my excema is annoying me big time.
Will update asap once I find time.
There are people complaining bout my lack of blogging d.
Alright will definitely find time for my "story"..

Original phone RM1450
AP RM1250
which to get ya? heheehe

Stupid question right?
Anyway tell me your comments.

Love ya loads.
Hate my client.