28 days? weeks? who cares????

Firstly, I really would like to admit that I'm getting super super lazy to even flick my pc 'on' switch unless I really have to.. like now.. cos need to help my dad with some documents..

Why?? Why lazy to on pc? PC is like the greatest invention after slice bread.

Sounds like a real damn real certified pig rite?? cos I'm really really fed-up with the pc. I've been staring at this box for like months months monthhhsssss and for like more than 13 hours a day when my finals were near. So can I like get a bloody break away from this box ar? I was actually 'forced' by Yvonne to update my blog. Tee-hee.. *sure i kena later one*

So here goes..

I told Raymond on msn that I wanted to watch 28 Weeks Later few days ago. Then he snapped on me saying.. "You din watch part 1?? and you wanna watch part 2?" I was like.. huh?? I din't know got Part 1.. "What's part 1?" "28 days later lar!!! dungu" Ya rite.. "You're pulling leg right??"... "No".. I was like.. -_-" again. What's with the title anyway?? Sure got 28 months larr liddatt... *rolled eyes*

Anyway.. LayFong picked me up from home yesterday (cos I got no car remember?? accident remember???).. a sudden force she hypnotized me into a movie with her.. FINE fine fine.. the only right time is.. "28 Weeks Later"... I didn't know to glee with happiness or to sulk with total mercilessness.

OH yaa.. wait wait.. interrupt that for a while.. bloody it rained like hell yesterday mannn... like really dead pigs and dead cows.. rained till like I also almost freaked out cos I couldn't see shits in front of me mannn.. and i'm driving my mom's car.. the faster the wiper striked.. my faster my heartbeat.. *kanchiongg* andddddd.... it's my last day of UCSI this semester!!! Woooo-Hoooo.. Great!!! Finally no dreadful-morning-symptoms.. no long long irritative jammed-up drive.. no no expensive toll-fees.. no horrible mountain-up-so-high parking.. freedoommmmmmm!!! tasting it.. hhhummmhaaaaa.. but bloody no car. POTONG STIM. *swore harshly under breath*

Okay okayy.. back to movie.. Masuk cinema, sit down, settled with my fave Nachos (I wanted cheese but outta stock... the spice curry sucks) Damn damn suddenly.. BOoshhh BAnnggg ScreeEeaammmm Waiillinggg.. BLOODDDDD.. IDIOT. Before I got the split second to close my eyes, I was welcomed by ugly looking man and blood all over!!! YUCkkKKksss.. and the Nachos was like half stucked somewhere in my mouth, not knowing which way to down it.

The bloody cinema was freezing cold.. Not more than 20 people scattered around behind us. Some fatsole sat at our seats.. so we just sat way more infront, and LayFong didn't want smelling dirty feet and ugly shoes on our whatever-you-called-that-thing we-lay-our heads-on.. (mind me.. my words and grammar semua dah hilang tak-tau where) Throughout the show.. we were staring at each other, closing our eyes, peeping through fingers, hugging our legs, soft screams, disgusting taste, looking left and right, suddenly started gossiping, then talk-as-if-we're-the-scriptwriters, making some dumb lame jokes to push our scary thoughts away..

I told LayFong.. "If they off the sound effect and played Jacky Cheung's WenBie for this movie.. I probably won't freaked out"

She gave me a total dumb no-look look.
-_-
I admit it was lame okay..

After the movie.. then only I realized.. Asshole punya anak.. Movie no ending.. at least I think got no ending.. 'cos sure got part 3 or something.. then horrr... actually horr... nothing much to freak on onee.. 'cos the movie was all about virus, man on fire, zombies, sputtering tons of blood all over, one bite u kena.. u definitely one of them.. (wow better and more express than vampire).. revenge, selfishness.. the red zone where you kill everyone and and.. duno what else.. all i know is many people running.. kena shot.. blood blood bloodd and more blooddd.. and somehow it reminds me a lot lot lot lot of "counterstrike"..

Check it out lar.. some suckers humans out there might actually like it..
some silly bimbo like me.. err.. okay lar... so-so lar.. sheeeyuckkkkksss....

I wiki'ed it..
click *HERE* for 28 days later
click *HERE* for 28 weeks later

I youtube'd the trailer too..

One advice - don't kena tipu on how interesting trailers are.
Trailers are memang meant to tipu people to watch the movie and come out with horrible reviews.

Next movie on my list is NEXT!!! click *HERE* With Nicholas Cage (not really a fan) and Jessica Biel (quite a fan since 7th heaven)... hmm hopefully I'll like it better than this movie.. cos it's all bout magician.. and some story behind it.. some secrets.. and some plot or whatso-ever.. I didn't read the full review tho.

Not hot ar?? NOT hot mehh?? Damn hot larrrr weyy...
ATTENTION - Me no lesbian. Me just appreciating 'art'.



Choi meh?

my personal"DNA" report

Was very restless lately. Since accident, no car leads to nowhere to go leads to hella boredom at home. Hate the fact that it's my holidays now. Anger arisen. Damn.

Went to LayFong's house yesterday night to attend LayWei's (her sister) 20th birthday with Yvonne and Allan.. and my sister followed too. Glancing through the peeps there.. you got the lil' brother's gang, her gang, my gang, adults gang.. you gotta admit the world has changed and moving forward even faster instead. Back when I was 20.. I don't think I'm that "cool" like them though. Hehe.

Anyway.. since finals were over, I only on my pc three times including now.. was so so so fed-up with the pc-look till now.. no choice but ought to use it for making a new board to hand-in tomorrow. So.. i was surfing through blogs, news, friendster, mails.. and came across this site... Your Personal DNA report. Out of boredom and restlessness.. I went n did mine. 11 pages of survey.. hella lot of questions..

So what I got in the end was.... I'm an Attentive Inventor.
(Mouse over any part of the box or strip to learn more about the traits that the colors represent.)

If you wanna view my personalDNA report.. *click HERE*
If you wanna know what's yours... "click HERE*

++add-on : Happy Mothers' Dayy!! Had dinner at Teluk Gong yesterday. Mom really love seafood. Me too.. *perks up* I'm still craving for that black-pepper crabs yesterday. The freshiest ever tasted. Sweet like heaven.. and price? reasonable too~~ worth worth.. crab crab.. yum~~ *get ur hands dirty and fingers licking goooooooddd.. very good indeeed...*

hibernatingg

finals' over!!~
sleeppp sleepppp sleeeppp SLEEPPpppppp SLEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPing timing.

hatred kills

kena accident today.
kena summon obviously. my bad.
swollen lips.
How to present tomorrow???
if it happen on every normal day.. i wouldn't complain that much...
but why why whyyyy when tomorrow is presentation day!?!??!?!
how to present with a "fishball" at the side of my lips!!!
worst still!!!!!! i don't have car for so months!!!! ASS!!!! lagi-lagi it's HOLIDAYS soon!!!!

very very pissed off..
worked so hard till the very last day.. shit really happens.
FUCK.


will upload the pics when i get my wrecked car visuals from my uncle.
*screams out loud* veryyy louddddddd.....

mixed rojak emotions

you know what is mixed emotions??
i'm so blarrdeee under that situation now..
so blardee feeling it now..
darn.

Tomorrow is pin-up day.
I'm halfway compiling my presentation board.
I felt so anxious suddenly.
Then.. I felt so happy.. 'cos finals gonna be over soon.
Then.. I felt so nervous.. how to present. scared.
Then.. I felt.. freeedommm.... almost tasting it..
Then.. I.. I.. felt.. feltt... ARGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh indescribable!!!
Semua campur jadi rojak busuk. *pinch nose*


Chaow. Back to work.
Just feel like releasing some crap here.

short, sweet yet meaningful.

And I wish I was a camera sometimes
So,I could take your picture with my mind.
Put it in a frame for you to see
How beautiful you really are to me..

Jon Bon Jovi



Short, sweet yet meaningful.
I need a lot of calming little things to soothe me out lately.
Finals in 3 days. Pin-up in 2 days. I'm so going crazy.
Panic attacks at least 3-4 times a day.
Worried, anxious, dilemma.

fuck my life

I really hate you sometimes
You left me no choice.
Why you always want me to stand in your shoes and think on your behalf??
but you never do that to me.
I know I wasn't there when I was a kid..
but it wasn't my choice.
It was yours.. so why are you blaming me now?

You expect me to help you every time 24/7
as long as you see me sitting around watching tv or on the phone..
but it never never cross your mind that I'm just taking a short break over everything I'm so stressed about..
You never ask me why I am stressed...
why I am unhappy..
you just make the situation worst.

You always screamed what your stupid mind is assuming.. 90% is fake.
then how about me?? I want to scream but I couldn't.
what about my feelings? what about what I want to say..
Then.. thinking again, what I say doesn't matter much 'cos it wouldn't go into your head.

I know you cared at times through your actions...
but I really had enough of your anger words.
They are so hurtful and seriously I couldn't take it. They're just plain nonsense.
I hate it.. I hate it.. but I really can't bring myself to hate YOU.

I feel like running away a lot of times.. but I know it's useless.. sooner or later I still have to face you no matter what shits happen. Reality sucks.. I know it.. you know it.. so just take it no matter how hard it hits you on the face.

No matter what shit u say.. I'll still respect you.
Just don't assume whatever I'm facing in my life is kacang putih.
It might be nothing to you.. but it meant a whole fucking lot to me.

Another thing.. I won't die. I won't be a foolish dumb fuck to go suicide.
So don't expect me to do it. If you want me to die.. easy. You can curse me, kill me or hired someone BUT I won't do anything harmful to myself. I still want to live long to see how I end up in my own future.

I might think that I am old enough to think for my own future. I will ask you for guidance of course.. I am at this age to know how to differentiate between the blacks and the whites but you ain't giving me a chance to stand on my own feet. Yes. True enough I still need your financial help because I couldn't support myself yet BUT you can't blame me on that rite? Unless I have asses that print dollars, then I'll probably give you half my ass.

Seriously, I ain't sulking or whatsoever that you're so thinking I am that kind. Just please.. like a really sad-case begging.. do less talking.. just use your ears more. God grant us one mouth but two ears. Just listen PROPERLY next time before you sentence me to death.

For this.. I will really really really thank you. I.F.M.I.T.E.H.



Okay. I'll try to "lengthen" my patience duration next time.

revenge is sweet

My sister got a new mobile number.
Lucky huh? Kids nowadays... Form 1 nia.. got mobile.
hmmmph. speaking of "unfairness". *scoffs*
(err.. is there such word as unfairness?? paiseh.. >_<)

So I was just rummaging through her phone list for fun..
(in front of her lar.. I don curi-curi go invade her privacy one)
then I saw this name "Sophia".. only one unfamiliar name..
'cos normally she'll talk talk talk bout her friends and school to me.. and she had her huge bday party back home.. so I agak-agak know who's who..
Nevertheless, I just asked her who was that.. out of curiosity.. just a casual conversation..

eh.. who's Sophia?
oh. she's a Christian.
-_-

Damn. I was so dumbfounded with her stupid answer.
Who cares if she's a Indian or Malay or Christian or lesbian or some saggy aunty..
I just expect her to tell me.. err classmate.. or tuition friend.. or whoever..
She pulak tell me Sophia is a Christian. What la~ *smacks her head*

And she was so blur till I explained to her.. then she laughed her ass out rolling around on the bed, realizing what a dumbo her answer was. And she lagi call me idiot. argh.

So today.. I have my sweet revenge.

eh jie.. who is that Abdul guy daddy is talking about just now?
oh.. he's a malay.
*silence* Damn you.


hahhahahahhahaha.. Ok. I know i'm lame.
Fine. Anyway.. sleeping d.
Lotsa people fall sick lately. I must HANG-ON!!!
*fingers crossed actually*

simon + lakisha "slurps"

Nothing much today. Not feeling good.
Disastrous headache attack. *killing me with no mercy*
Gotta sleep early tonight. Tired.
Really gonna take a break if I wanna to stay alive till the "war" day.

Was thinking quite slowly, doing my section dwgs and casually chatting with Yvonne via msn. We were kinda crapping bout the Cleo Eligible Bachelors this year. A few potential ones.. err.. not telling you which one. You decide for yourself. Click *here*

I find one of the questions quite amusing..
"If I could be a chick for a day, the first thing I’d do is...?"
As you read through.. you'll see.. what guys really think. Some wanna wear tampons, some wanna lose their virginity and see whether is that a real big deal for girls, some wanna flirt.. etc etc etc. Sigh. You think be char boh so easy mehhhh???

ANYWAY, then Yvonne called me.. told me bout the American Idol results. I don't have Astro at home *ya I know sadcase*.. so she hau lian lorr.. hahahhaha no lar... She told me Lakisha and Simon kissed.
She say.. "Tomorrow you must watchhhhh!!!! Don't missed it.."
My reaction was... "EEEerrr... yeerrrrrr... tsk.. eiuuuu.. awww.. goshhhh.. yeee.. err.. okkay.. ok. YER!!!!!" *shivers*

I can't wait for tomorrow night's repeat so I youtubed it. Here's the clip.



Ahhh cehhh... just a quick peck.. (see how he keep touching his lips then)
then again.. yishhhh... then again.. so what?
Right? *drowsy-lar aku* *headaches*

Ha? Cannot see ar? OK ok. Boh-move one.



Ok liao boh?? Song liao boh? Don't worry. Your time will come.
*trying to laugh out loud but couldn't*
pssst.. I knew Simon is tall.. but din't expect him to be THAT tall.. or is just Lakisha is darn pretty short. and somehow.. she reminds me of the wide-version Fantasia.


*

*grunting* I'm trying to release stress.
*screams* I'm releasing stress
*bang table* I'm still releasing stress
*grunting then screaming, continuously banging table* I'm SO retarded.

Ok. Head is really bursting. *argh*
Painkillers are my best friend nowadays. Damn.

KLpac freedom

Went through some folders and found this pic.
Taken when we were at KLpac few months ago.
Taken when we were there for case study.
Taken when we were still stress-free.
Taken when I was pounds heavier.
And I look so nerd here. Droopy eyes. -_-



Sigh. When can we be that carefree again?
Double sigh. *shakes head, hugs myself*

one more week and a few more days

Today is Wednesday. Damn.. as days drawing closer to my finals.. not knowing why I'm so freaking out just by thinking of it. WWWhhhyy???? Everyone is like so preparing for their finals.. I mean I am too.. but it's like so so so so many things that I still haven't do... like never-ending... I thought I did.. then when I looked back.. it'll be like plain nonsense for me to have a panic attack but I DID!!! *hate myself*

Arghh.. sometimes how I wish the calendar can skip dates by itself.. like how I will wake up tomorrow morning and it's already days after my finals.. Yoohoooo~~~ where I can think of nothing, do nothing and just nothing.. *smacks head* Impossible lar freako!!!

Everyday since Crit 2 day, gosh.. I've been waking up every morning sitting in front of the pc and did my work till late "night" (darn almost 5am).. in front of the pc everyday for more than 12 hours. At times you assumed that you can finish it fast but when u'r finally done.. look at the time.. one day gone. AiKS. My mom is like nagging on me how my head will become a PC head look-alike if I still continue to be obsessed over my works everyday.

She said.. "Char boh.. it's not end of the world yet ok"
I was.. -_-
*rolled eyes*

You know what I am thinking now? "What is life all about that I'm facing this square box everyday for more than 12 hours? UUggghhhhhhh!!!" *damn pity face* LAME LAME LAME.

Despite the fact that I do still go out for drinking sessions.. if not.. I'll seriously go GAGAGAGAGAGAGA okkayy... then i'll be blogging from an asylum.. aiya!! don't blame me for being lazy.. cos I'm not.. There's bloody a lot of things in my mind that I really really need a break to talk myself out and digest it sometimes. Nevertheless, I won't give up.. i mean.. I CAN'T GIVE UP but I'm so so freaking out suddenly. I think I need professional help.

Looks a bit nia rite.. like no big deal rite..
and you say i bising for nothing rite???
little bit things also cannot do rite?? niama you. *shoots ur ass burst*
WAIT.. wait till u'r in my toes now.. then u know.
*cursing like real politely*


stressed like mF

p/s: and please you peeps out there.. don't keep forcing me to go lepak with you ok.. i really really busyyyyy.. gimme a break.. and i'll party your house down after my finals. *devilish grin* you can't escape then...

caught unexpected

It's 1:43am.
Only three words in my mind now.

"impromptu makes perfection."