My my baby blue

Wow. A week just breeze by.. seems like seconds i last pen here last Friday.
Haha Life has been ridiculiously hectic lately.
Running from one site to another was hellish and very tiring.

Anyway that's work.

I have a latest "at-the-moment" obsession. Heehee.

Steve Tyler. Don't you think he's adorable despite his age..

He's 63 but still sound AMAZING!!

Funny watching him on American Idol, all those hilarious moments and expressions.

His drugs past put aside (which i don't care), he's really a damn good vocalist.

His nickname of "Demon of Singing" hella impressive.

Love his colorful outfits with his trademark scarves hanging from his microphone stand.

Chill ran down my spine listening to his ggreaatt songs.. Ja-ja-jadedddd..~~

Singing along with his songs, very stress-releasing in a different way.. Hehe

Would love to go to one of his concerts, but nahhh he probably wont be allowed in Malaysia.

Those silly too-rock-bad-influence crap rules.

His live performance!! AMAZING!~

I wonder if I can find his old Aerosmith cd at the stores now.. hmm

Your thinking's so complicated...

I've had it all up to here,

But it's so overrated..

Love and hated,

Wouldn't trade it..

Love me jaded...

Once in the blue moon..

I had a meeting with a client yesterday about 6pm at BSC. I was yes, late due to the bad Friday traffic. Really hate driving sometimes but oh well those complaints were getting pretty old.

Anyway the meeting went great fortunately so that eased my mind off the horrible traffic that I faced before the meeting and soon to meet after the meeting simply because I have to stuck my ass out in the jam from BSC to Pavilion KL. I agreed to meet Louise up for dinner at her workplace err Pavilion obviously and Vernard, an almost MIA workaholic, whom I saw last year? Despite the obvious jam, I still put my ass out there to have a good Friday night out because last week's Friday night was very depressing and... lonely.

Dinner was a bit of catching-up with Vernard kinda warming-up session. I meet Louise almost weekly, phone SMS almost every other day, so I guess or should be CERTAIN that we know each other way too much to need any ice-breaking q&a session. Haha. Well, dinner was fun at Michelangelo's, visuals in the menu were pretty deceiving but food was okay, then leading to drinking at La Bodega till 2am?

It's been months since I last went out this late to chill. The feeling was great. Something like Cinderella tasted her freedom for a change from her tight work schedules and mom's midnight curfew. Sometimes I just wish I can do whatever I want whenever I want and with whomever I want without having to answer to somebody or think too much of the consequences. Life's short. We need the 'fullest' feeling sometimes to keep us sane. Last night from our late 21:00 dinner till wee early hours were purely entertainment only. I'm dead serious cos all we did was talked and laughed and talked and laughed and surprisingly I forgotten what defines WORK. I'm really glad. Imagine life's like this everyday.

Due to tight sched, mom was pretty used to me having to be home by midnight almost everyday, in fact sometimes I'm home for few days straight rushin my butt off meeting some Client's impossible crazy deadlines. Hence all these repetition habits of mine, she started calling up by 22:30 when I'm still out. Sigh. I feel like in high school again tho I'm admitting not that I live my life for close to 27 years already. I have even pass my quarter-life-crisis period. Oh darn.

Oh I wish more days as yesterday would come. Just having a great time with close friends talking, laughing and watching other people having their own version of good time. Oh when shall that be? This coming week perhaps? :)

roar!!

A big smile on my face. Finally.

Something to look forward to.

Will be hopping into Singapore with a girlfriend, middle of July for a weekend getaway..

3 days and 2 nights of freedom from work.. wow that's an improvement. Haha

We'll be catching the Lion King musical at Sands Theater, Marina Bay Sands.

Disney's internationally acclaimed musical.. Hmm.. Can't wait!!

At least something to keep me excited for awhile. =P

ipoh-nizing

Been piling up with works. Very busy.

Stress which leads to numerous times of brain-dead symptoms.

Well, I survived again. Lucky me.

Remember one of my previous post *click* when I went Ipoh for a one-day work trip.

Have been working on the project since.. layout plans done but not quite 100% confirmed yet..

Clients have been kind enough but typically pushy with the deadlines..

Have been working on the preliminary 3D proposals these few days.

Here's some sneak peek. *grins* in monochrome of course.

dissatisfaction that goes nowhere..

Appointments appointments appointments!!

I can't believe I'm booked for work for the rest of this week.

Every single day. Morning session, afternoon session and evening too.

Oh fuck my life.

I need some few hours for myself.

Some FREE hours for me to do nothing but just enjoy the moment.

To relax and have a deep long sleep...

Unlike lately only to always wake up to sudden urgent morning calls bout site issues etc or late SMSes out of nowhere bringing forward the deadlines.. Ugh.

Maybe I should try retail shopping.

A friend tagged me in facebook for the sudden fame of Banane Taipei Eco bags.

Posted a pix below. Nice? I like their Lake Blue or maybe Green Grass.

But no money.

Sigh. After complaints after complaints, life still goes back to square one.

Which is WORK to get CASH.

Sad.

those below five.

Everywhere I go nowadays, somehow I see baby carriages, kids, babies, and kids.. and more babies and kids. All soooo adorable. Even in facebook, you'll be browsing through your friends' kids, friend's sister's kids, old college friends' kids, ex-colleagues's kids and many more kids..

I can't imagine myself with a kid now even though I have constant questions on when am I getting a boyfriend.. when am I getting married.. old d.. you're suppose to be having 2 kids now.. lalallalala... Oh gawd.

Being in a big family, full of cousins who are a bunch older than you.. it's pretty tough when you're in a "single and available" status. Haha

Having their little kids running around on festive celebrations calling you "Aunty" when you insist on "Jiejie" will do.. Haha... But still, elders insisted must call Aunty. Some generation status thingy to them is very important.

Oh I just love watching them play.

But taking care of them full-time.. phew~ one tough task.

Kids and their "creative" poses nowadays.

Posed naturally when you took your camera out from your bag, waiting for you to snap on them and then eagerly looked on your camera preview and tell you, "Eh not nice, take again.." or "Eh it's me, so cute!"..

.... I'm speechless. But oh so adorable.

sunday doomed me

What a nothing-to-do day!!! And yes I am complaining..

I have tons to do.. but I just.. just.. don't freaking feel like doing anything....

How can weekends be soo sooo sooo BORINGGG....

Used to love weekends a lot but lately... I really prefer weekdays where you're pumped up working, squeezing the last bit of brain juice for some new ideas, meeting people (anal and not anal), driving around busy town.. well seems hellish but at least FRUITFUL...

Now I'm home alone. Sitting here watching downloaded CSI Season 6 on my laptop.

No breakfast, no lunch.. not even hungry..

It's only noon but I felt like ten hours just passed.. -___-

So restless and lazy to do my drawings even though the deadlines are catching up.

Hence the reason why I might feel tinyweeny guilt if I leave home for fun now.

Clients' scary faces appearing like nobody's business..

Besides I am so BROKE!!!

Guess I have to start work soon.. or maybe not.

But nobody's home!!!!!!!!!! No one to talk to, no one to make lame jokes with..

and I'm so drowned in the world of boredommm... so so so so bored..

If only I could scream out loud without chasing my neighbours mad..

I need a long holiday despite how I've mentioned earlier that I love weekdays working.. And sshitttt. Wtf I mean??? Boredom just made me crazy that I don't even understand what I want or say or do..

F%%%. I feel so lost.

i know i shouldn't but i can't help it...

Yesterday was really bad. Emotionally I mean.

Until last night, somehow things changed and feelings lifted to a slight better which I can easily "metaphorically" phrase it to two lines from William Shakespeare's "Sonnet XLIII"

"All days are nights to see till I see thee,
And nights bright days when dreams do show thee to me."

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you can check the paraphrase here, if you wish to..*click*

tgif not!!!

Some Friday night. How boring.

Sitting here at Starbucks, waiting for time to pass to pick my sister from her tuition.

Oh gawd.. life couldn't be any duller.

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I crave for you Moo...
I had this 2 days ago at Gardens. Their original flavour w/ Oreo crumbs topping.

I prefer Moo Yoghurt than Haagan Daaz. At least it's healthier, right?

my trust to you ended up a fraud

To be extremely frank, it's so offending when your love ones don't trust you because you're to be the one voicing negative remarks which are mostly true. You find it hurtful and discouraging because you are like that!! You do not encourage yourself. You just let it by one day after the another, then to your expertise you act like nothing happen. Truth hurts!! You just have to deal with it if you're not trying to improvise from it. Why do I tell you the fugly truth? Because I do not want you to face the evil world with your stupidity. If you can't take it from me, how can you take it from the outside world? At the end of the day, I'm not the one who will be in your shoes to absorb those unnecessary humiliation that you finger-crossed it will never happen BUT if you continuously ignoring the facts that are smacked right in your face now, then eat your own shoe.

The more it reflects in my mind, the more I saw red. Keeping secrets from me simply because you do not want me to know, so that I do not pass you REAL hurtful two cents that somehow will hurt your ass dignity. Please.

Hate it when you give me some lame-ass excuse to re-wind the statement you just said, thinking I'm some dumbass fucking kid that thinks rooster lay eggs. When you do not want anyone to know about your tiny little fucking secret then you should just keep it to yourself. Don't pass an invitation then to be advised by others then you come running to me trying your best to re-phrase your previous invitation and act all crazily innocent.

I do not need such drama especially when I'm so close to you.

I think of dear to you but you treat me lower than the dust under your doormat.

What the fuck am I to you?

Now that things are so obviously clear, don't expect me to tell you anything anymore.

Period.

who can resist John Corbett?

I have a huge crush on John Corbett ever since I watched him on Sex and the City.

Yes still having a bigass crush even though the series was like 10 years ago?

I still and will always find him really hot and sexy despite his older age now.

This vid below is one of Trisha's BIG song.
Meaningful lyrics with very nice vid to go alongwith.

Of course "plus points" for me is that John's starring in it. =)

We don't have to do this..

We don't have to act like friends,

As much as I would love to,

I really just don't think I can...

Me, the one who really knows you

Me, the one whose heart you've broken..

Me, the one who was still hoping..

You might be missing.... me.

I really like the lyrics. *click* Find it very down-to-earth.

Practically everyone would go through this kind of phase in life.

Can so feel it.

xx

i'm faulty.

Fail.

I am such a failure at times..

Especially when dealing with her..

She can so drive me up the wall over some very very unnecessary stuff BUT yet I feel I'm the guilty one at the end of the day after I've cooled off EVEN when it's practically not considered as my "fault".

WHY????

Then I'll start thinking... ahhh I shouldn't that.. I should've this.

Omg.. I'm so pissed with myself now.