the insensitive me

One fine lazy Sunday afternoon.
4:35pm.

So quiet at home now.
Only my mp3 randomly playing softly at the background.
Dad went out with brother..
Mom is sleeping in her room..
Sister is pigging on the cold floor next to me..
Dogs are napping outside my door.
Rabbits are also lying with their eyes closed.

Me?? Building my freaky model. Scale 1:20
The size of 2 A0 paper!!!!..
Each A0 is 84.1cm X 118.8cm.. do ur math.
SAD CASE.
Life's so unfair.
Feel like crying.
Stressed to the max.


At this moment..
I am emotionalized.
I am mentally-unstable.
I am gloomy.
I am unsatisfied.
I am unresponsive.
I am lethargic.
I am insensitive.
I am spiritless.