"another-no-sitting-day"

I'M FREAKING TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
and I ALMOST DIED!!!!!!
almost blown off 41st floor balcony by a bloody strong gust of crazy wind..


,

s for stress, s for sucks, s for stay here i'll be back!!!!

I was looking like this (above) few weeks ago..

Then I already almost turned this (above)...
thanks to that fatass oldy client...
really a big bossy fussy wussy crazy ninny sucky client

but hey hey hey..... i din't forget u okayyy..
just pretty busy lately..
showhouses almost handover.. in fact handover d... hehhee
just a couple more things to catch up.. and and and....

i'll be back again!!!
mwahhhhss...
don't worry la.. i din neglect u.

Sayang k.

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Come let's do this together....

*takes a deep breath*

GO!!!!

Did you do this with me??????
Awwww.. come on...



*loves*

japanese to korean...

Funny thing.
I just realized that all the food pix that I wanted post up today..
My food-partner-in-crime is none other than my beloved colleague, Priscilla.
Hehehe.. So coincidence.

Anyway... first stop...
Chuka Zanmai at Hartamas Shopping Center..
or Plaza Damas whichever you want to call it..

We were at site, waiting for furniture drop-offs..
and missed our lunch time..
Had our lunch like around 2.30 pm here...
Nobody was there... half hour and we're done.

Set comes with shredded chicken and fried dumplings. Not bad.
Priscilla ordered her favourite rice tea.
Her choice for that day was mixed vegetable noodles.

Bento Chicken Set with scrambled eggs.
It looked great though but I hated it!!
I hate wet rice.. or soupy rice..
I like my rice dry.. no no horrifying floody gravy all over my rice.
My chicken fillet was like floating on the soupy rice... bleughhhh...
So potong stim~

Chuka Zanmai = Sushi Zanmai
But Chuka's food really disturbing....
Somehow I find Sushi Zanmai much more appealing than Chuka.

Click *here* for my previous Sushi Zanmai visit.

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Next stop!! Izakaya Ichiban, also in Hartamas Shopping Center. =)
We're quite frequent here for lunch.
Nice lunch set for only 18 bucks..
complete with Chawamushi, fruits, 2 main dish with rice, salad and soup.

That night.. we were here for dinner!! First time. Excited? No?
We left office by 6pm sharp.. drop in here for dinner....
and... and head back to office to continue work.
WORK ok!!! WORK!!!!! *sulks*

We started with a complimentary starter... 'cauliflower with mayo'...

Salmon Skin Salad... (above)
This is darn good.. crispy crispyyy..
Priscilla was grooving on her seat with a little too much joy.. ahhaha
I like this too.. around 16 or 18 bucks i think..
Darn my memory goin down the drain.. *sobs*

Priscilla's Salmon Rice, which made her "glee" again.. hehehe
Luckily we were seated.. if not.. she'll go jumping jumping..

"After a long long day of hard work... stress..."
then she paused.. and let out a long sigh...
"we should pamper ourselves with gooooood fooodddd!!"
*giggles*
"EAT EAT EAT!!! help yourself.. don't malu malu yah..."
hahaha she really made me laugh sometimes with her actions & expressions.. LOL

My dinner set. Yummy lor.
So many things to eat.. very good teriyaki chicken...
I can't really eat other things tat night.. mostly were beef..
Not in the mood for salmon or sushi... so i randomly choose this set lor...
and it turned out greatt...
or mayb i've got a great crazy companion that night... hehehe..

Izakaya Ichiban is slightly pricey but I think it's all worth it.
So much better than Chuka Zanmai.


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Eh Japanese food so frequent.. must change to Korean a bit also right?
This was... SAME LOR!!!
Leave office by 6.30pm then go EAT then go back office to WORK lor!!
Work like until 10pm lor!!! or mayb just 9... *shrugs*

Anyway.... third stop at Daorae Garden Korean BBQ. (my previous visit *click*)
We did not order BBQ simply 'cos minimum order is 2 BBQ sets.
Didn't want to eat that much and we couldn't finish both the sets either.
So we ordered Korean Rice Cake with Spicy Sauce... and Kimchi Soup with rice.

Many many side dishes... i thought we'll only have it if we order the BBQ's...
Mana tau.. we'll get it too as long as we order FOOD.
Refillable. Good. Nice. Like it A LOT!!
All these little dishes made me super full d. Can't really flood my kimchi soup in. *winks*

I like this place a lot.
Nice ambience. Nice food. Good looking Koreans.
Hahahha...

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FRIDAYS!!!
I love Fridays compared to Chillis or The Coast or Italiannies..
Somehow I rather prefer Fridays more. Don't ask me why...
I'm still finding out... =P

YES after another day of long work.
This time we finished our work-of-the-day.. *gags*
THEN only we had our dinner at Hartamas Shopping Center again..

TGIF opened a new outlet here.
Good crowd. Happy hour, happy dinner, happy people, so therefore happy me.

We took the dinner set. *click*
We shared the Fried Mac & Cheese...

Roma Chicken Cutlet

Chicken & Shrimp Diablo...
fancy this dish.. simply cos i [heart] shrimps... hehehe

and super rich dessert of Chocolate Malt Cake.

Who can resist?
Definitely not the both of us.
Need not to be on Friday to feel like a Friday.
Yummylicious.


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Merry Xmas everyone!!
I did not move my ass out tonight. No plans.
Just came back from grocery-shopping at Tesco.
Blogging now and soon to rest.

Will be celebrating anniversary a birthday tomorrow.
My blog turning 5.
5 freaking years.
Din realize it has been this long since I started blogging for the last 5 Christmas.


Luv ya. XOXO




p/s: did you realise there food outlets are all in Hartamas Area??/ hehehe


till tomorrow.

I'm a "star" with no "bucks"...

Stresss!!
Very stress indeed.
Shucks.... 2AM d... Kanasai-nyaa.....

When I walked in Starbucks at Centro, Klang..
I love Centro's Starbucks.. very quiet, peaceful and good looking polite people..
Today. they greeted me with "Welcome back.."
Oh gosh.. I must have been there more than I thought..
Which was true in a way that I've been there a lot lately..
Arghh~ I brought my laptop there... books.. sketches.. and worked few hours there a day..
I can't do work at home cos there are too many distractions..
Trust me.. there ARE distractions.. and they are not my bed, not my tv.. but.. people...
Ok. I'm not gonna start that.

Cut things short.. cos I have to rush back to my craps works..
I love Starbucks.. I really love themm... No GloriaJeans, or CoffeeBean.. or SansFran..
if not I wont be there like DAILY except weekends.. *grins*
But no idea why my face look soooo "troubled"...
Stress leh.. sigh.. S-T-R-E-S-S!!

Saw that? HAhahhaa..
Stress till PEI... *sulks*



pengsan...



i start to smell freedom.... but i scared

my head messed up while olympic closed

One Sunday that I didn't touch my laptop till now.
Just want to take the whole bloody day off.
Not doing anything since brain not working at all.
But my heartbeat was very irregular 'cos I'm just so fishing worried.
Bout my school stuffs. Hatred born.

Anyway I woke up this morning with this glass of juice waiting for me...
Mom went "juicing" this fresh juice before I woke up..
She said, "Must drink. You're turning into a "boh-lat-gui.."
(boh-lat-gui simply means no-energy-ghost in hokkien)

I was like... gross.. looking at it without mixing water... really yucky looking..
This juice includes carrots, baby bitter-gourds, celery, one duno-what green veg...
ermm... beetroots & cucumbers.. All organic worrr.... Mom's fave.
The aroma was not bad.. just the sight of it... the carrot smell really stood out..
So i poured some water in.. for extra taste, I added in a tablespoon of enzyme vinegar..
mom's DIY, ribena and rose... nice~~
(she's selling the enzyme too.. different flavors... so if interested let me know...)
Well, she said can detox, ermm.. something to do with blood.. err... etc etc. lol
So it was healthy and yummy by not looking at it la.. *grins*

My brother habis-kan all the Big Apples Doughnuts I bought yesterday.
So that cup of fresh veg juice was my only breakfast.
Don't really have that appetite to really go eat anyway...
"Anxious" and "uncertain" kills.

Helped mom with lunch and house chores.
Then went back to sleep the whole day today. Never slept this much before.
And never sleep these hours straight for a bloody long time d.
Family understood this time.. since I din't sleep for nights d..
so nobody kacau or woke me up until like dinner time.... hehehehe
6 hours of undisturbed sleep... though i did wake up to pee n drink water several times..

^OO^ *oinks*


Dad handed me this piece of papaya before dinner..
My uncle all the way in Sekinchan gave us a lot of papayas that he planted backyard.
Very sweet.

Call me mountain (sua-ku) but this was the smallest papaya i've seen.
Smallest papaya that was sooo sweet and ripe..
Normally this size is always like unripe kind... greenish and hard..
but... hehehe... alright.. I discovered something new today. *laughs*



Was watching the closing ceremony of the Olympic..
Wow I must say. *click*
The opening was so formal grand..
where else to me the closing was quite those of celebration finale kind..
The fireworks were like GREAT.. superbly splashing colours into the dark sky of Beijing.
I so want to be there n leave all these stress away. *sulks*

One final rehearsal before closing starts.

Love this centerpiece.

More here *click* and *click*
China won like 51 gold medals. Hella lot rite??
Anyway there's always stories behind the winning..
I somehow read this.. saddening... *click*
Nobody told her, her mom was dead till like after she entered the finals or won...
Imagine that mixed emotions... aww.. *sobs* so sad.. *sniff sniff*

Well, China's Olympic won everything though... technically said..
The best opening and closing ceremony ever in Olympic history.
The most medals... the most this and that... the best this and that...
Couldn't recall much now. Look at the time. 2:13 am. *frowns*


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It was Selina's birthday last Friday. (lady boss okayy..) *grins*
Really no idea on what to get her.
Me, Wayne, Priscilla and YoonLeng shared to get her a cake.
So I ordered BigBoysOven's LV cheesecake for her.

Sorry this pix aint clear. But you can check them out here. *click*

Great cakes, great presentation, great people... give it a try..

Very pretty cake right? Look appetizing... and very very cheesy...
Priscilla loves it. Wayne ate the most.. YoonLeng & 2nd helping after few hours.
We curi-curi took this pix from the box... seriously..
'cos we can't wait to look at it after lunch that day.
Pris hit the pantry and was like "come come we go see the cake.. hehehheheh"
I was like... "ok grab cameras.."
"Ok ok" was her reply.. but the hands already in the fridge pulling the box out.
Hahaha so cute la she...

YoonLeng helped Selina to cut the cake.
Little Katrina was sitting on her lap, eyeing on the macaroons. Adorable kid.
Eversince she started kindergarten, really can talk well d.
Love kids... (only when they're not crying their lungs out)


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Droopy eyes, bad eye-bags, more freckles I believe..
Mood swings, Sudden-emo, Bad sleeping patterns, bad eating routines.. etc etc..
This is the proof. *glances below*

So any of you who needs free consultation on becoming a jack-ass zombie...
just email me or leave me a comment. I'll definitely get back to you if I could.


0_O"


To you guys who are reading my blog, I'm sorry... I'm a bad train wreck recently.
That you guys really have to tolerate with my sucky bad-ass attitude...
on keep complaining and sulking over my final-year project...
'cos this is the shit that worries my ass off very often lately..
and I just couldn't step into the right track yet.
So guess just either read my complaints or just ignore it..
'cos I know it's gonna get old and annoying right?
But I just need a few lines to just gush it all out k. *hugs peeps*

Love you all. Love me back. I need tons of love.
Undying love.

to RIP?

6 hours to go.
*fingers crossed*

too late to shriek, run or hide.
Oh shat... mixed emotions.
To be happy or a nervous-wreck?
happy 'cos it's coming to a temporary end.
nervous 'cos I duno what to expect tomorrow.

How many panels of judges to one student??
Last sem was 6 lecturers to bully me one.

oh gawd~

Now i'm shrieking!!!!!

when will this all be over??!?!?!

I want to fly highhhhhh...
I want to be freeeeeeeeeeeee...
I just want to get away from all these stress and work.......


Fark lar


Doing work with no proper guidance and instructions,
it's like wearing a skimpy thin dress, walking towards a fiery hot oven lar..
Prepare to kena shoot during the crit only lar.


Nabeh. SO frus. SO jailed up.

am i taking emo pills??

Very very moody. Grumpy grumpy.
No idea what mood swing is this... swing all the way to the opposite side.

I'm on pills lately. No.. not THAT pill.
Went to see my dietitian last week.
She gave me some pills for my gastric, vitamins and digestion shits..
Only remembered to start taking it yesterday.
Once she told me these pills might affect my emotions and feelings..
but so far.. nothing.. been taking on and off since last year. No problem at all.

Don't know why today was horrible..... totally no mood.
All the negativity attitudes shooting all over me. No idea.. no idea.
Suddenly moody, suddenly feel so hard to breathe like super damn stressed up..
suddenly drowsy, feeling nausea slightly..
I thought it was my period.. but i seldom have mood swings..
And my period was wayyyy over..

Hmmm.... if my guess is wrong on the pills..
then why like that? *wonders*
or maybe I'm really quite stressed up lately.
Too many in my head. Damn.
No.. i'm not EMO.. just feeling very fed up kind.

That's why I hate perfection. Get it?

do you know what it feels like?

I was kinda emo, upset n so bloody stressed up last few days.
Was like totally boned out yesterday.
Rushing for this deadline that made me sleep at 5am this morning. Argh.
Sleeping this "early" doesn't mean I wake up late okay.. *frowns*

Life of an interior designer..
peak hours of over-stressed + devastation then celebrations of good freelance pay. +tee-hee hee* and i did stress on freelance right?? *grins*
Full-time job = good pay?
Not really... but obviously full time job got its advantages + priorities.
But u wait.. u slowly wait.. good pay means endless hours of OT and hunger.
That's why I got no boyfriend. No "other" love other than friends & family love.

(that's what my *unnamed* friend always commented on my "love-life". Damn her. Grrr.. Every time out of nowhere.. she'll popped out one stupid question = Still single ar?? then burst into giggles.. continued with "you're not getting any younger you know, nun-head!")

Sheeshhhh... Forget that.

Anyway, I just got 40% of my freelance pay.. enough to make me fly sky high... for tonight lar..
Now gotta rush and pay 101% on my finals which I did it here n there d.
Just can't wait for this month to be over and done with.. Finals on May 4th.
and start a brand new breath of fresh air by May 2nd week.

Had one of my favorite Starbucks Mocha Ice just now and High Hill Jusco..
then met up with Huay-Pin at D'Bamboo for hot lemon tea..
Now back home posting this post up.. lol..
and simply means i'm declaring my own holiday tonight..
oh well.. yeah.. despite the hectic deadlines soon.
I need a break if not I WILL BREAK.

Meeting Huay-Pin again with Alan tomorrow for a movie.
Just for a movie then gonna start my hardcore busy hours again preparing for finals.
Seriously damn hardcore lately.. locked myself at home, facing this bloody lappie 24/7..
Since PC Fair last weekend.. I never step out of my house for entertainment purposes.
Just go fetch my siblings to and from school.
SOooooooooooooooooooo NOOOO LIFE!!!!!!

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Alright.. enough of all the random babbling..
I'm quite fond of this song..
Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know? (The Ping Pong Song)

I like the chorus part.. hehehe
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

BUT I HATE THE VIDEO laaaaaaa...

Keep interrupting the song with some lame ass director blah blahhh blahhhh..


Ok.. gonna drown myself in this song..
though at first I thought the pingpong sound behind is quite annoying..
but getting used to it.. and love the chorus.... yaaaa i know I just said that.
*rolled eyes* Can't help it lar!!! I like mahhh..
And this Enrique.. duno to say he hamsap or lucky or watt..
everytime also sibeh sexy model or actress kena molest sayang by him in his vids 1... Lucky piece of meat.


Fine fine.. i go drown in this song..
Y'all go do your work.


XOXO

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who needs love when you've got chocolate?

I'm seriously super busy lately...
I'm so so desperate and craving for a good night out.
Been locking myself at home... sleeping at 3am everynight.. total zombie look.
The right look to audition the main part for "The So-Not-Vampire Vampire" movie.
Trying to finish all my stuff and getting everything prepared for finals.
Which in another way, making me freaking stress and pissed...
all because my final design still ain't finalized yet. Thanks to my lecturer
Total full of "numbness". It is just not helping. Not a good sign.

Other things are just on the fine track.
It's all just my final design that really ticked me off.
I couldn't really explain how /why /what /where /which crappy stuff of my final design.
I just want to get it done and over with but WHYYyyyyy ARGH!!!

*shakes head*


totally not a helping hand.. like so not.


stress. stress. stress. *sweats*

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Due to that.. or despite that.. or however.. or nevertheless,
I have this habit to read everynight before I sleep.
Lying down on the bed.. staring at the ceiling.. so going to doze off anytime..
but no matter how farking sleepy i am, I still flip a few pages off the nearest book from my bed. Books are like so scattered around my bedroom..
everywhere but not in the book rack. -_-"

So, to refresh sikit from reading repeatedly from the same books..
I bought this new book like 2 hours ago.
Dorothy Komsoon's The Chocolate Run.

I was kinda debating with myself on to choose this book....
Or another title that caught my attention.. "Gnosteque"
One love story or another killer-serial-prostitute-revenge book.
Then i was thinking... okay.. i need some love. Had enough of "dark" books..

Who knows.. another book caught my attention..
Cecelia Ahern's P.S. I Love You.
Nice book.. best seller.. but hell shit man.... I read the plot and I already felt like crying.. so.. NO.. i tak nak... no no.. don't want to get some book which the couple got no happy ending... No NO..

"Set in Ireland, Holly Kennedy is beautiful, smart and married to the love of her life--a passionate, funny and impetuous Irishman named Gerry. So when Gerry's life is taken by an illness, it takes the life out of Holly.

The only one who can help her is the person who is no longer there. Nobody knows Holly better than Gerry. So it's a good thing he planned ahead. Before he died, Gerry wrote Holly a series of 10 letters that will guide her, not only through her grief but in rediscovering herself.

The messages are Gerry's way of informing Holly life goes on. The messages include various tasks and treats Gerry has left for Holly. This is his way of letting her know he will always be there for her..........."

There's a movie version *CLICK*


Okay.. back to my book... The Chocolate Run..

I still finally decided I just ran off to the cashier to pay.. then only I'll stop standing there debating within myself and discovering more n more interesting books.. I was about to buy another vampire book that I have to slap myself invisibly so hard to stop myself from buying that 3 books series.. ArGH.

" 'I didn't mean to, honest to goodness I didn't. It just happened.'

Amber Salpone doesn't mean to keep ending up in bed with her friend Greg Walterson, but she can't help herself. And every time it 'just happens' their secret affair moves closer to being a real relationship, which is a big problem when he's a womanizer and she's a commitment-phobe......"

At least it's not sad love story where someone dies or killed.. *grins*
Okay. Planning to take a break tonight. Not doing any shit and start reading.. hehehehe

Oh ya..
Did I mention I will buy the whole set of Little Black Dress books when I'm super rich enough?
I love it. So today's world. And it's cheaper. RM 19.90 per book.

I bought Chocolate Run for RM35.90

I'm such a book addict.
Waste money-nya~

XOXO

what i did lately...

Hmm.. let's blog in keywords.. jumbled up. Hahaha..
Gonna just type in whatever that pops outta my head now.
Lazy to "re-arrange" my fikiran for the past few days.

tired
sleep
work
eat
sleep
overtime
plan
house
details
food
drink
hunger
gastric
traffic
highway
autocad
dimsum
superstar
period-haven't-come
boss
milk
bernadine
yvonne
hello kitty
work
sleep
car
toll
parking
site
measurement
gastric
fat
hungry work
tired
restless
happy
talk-a-lot
jay chou
overtime
work
sleep
Yvonne
town-house
damansara
flea market
clothes
new heels
plaza damas
locked
gate
grilles
remote
climb
lunch
mcdonalds
bonny
ManYee
work
sleep
amendments
supper
shopping
Huay-Pin
broke
Zuup
late
drive
sleep
work
work
work
work
work


see the repetition of the words.. u'll know what i mean.
*TSK TSK*

the LAST design review

Finally!!! The last design review for this semester was OVER!!!
It was on.. last thursday, the 20th *click* another previous crit *click*

Only 2 presented though. Me and Eng.
Another 3 didn't get too.. 'cos late for the pin-up and absent. *sad*

One (1) student against six (6) panels. Totally freaked me out.
When I was presenting.. I KNOW+KNEW i was mumbling a bit.. gagap d..
hehehe.. horrifying nerve-wrecking okkk... *shivers*
'cos I don't hav time to prepare my "talk".





After the presentation, Anwar (studio-master) giving his last pep-talk.
Purposely posed when I was snapping this pic. LOL..






More model pics from my devian...
first - [click]
second - [click]
third - [click]
fourth - [click]


WOOHOOO!!! YAY!!!! OVER!!! MERDEKA!!!
but bloody.. still have to revise and amend a bit..
and one more exam to go.. and 3 more deadlines...
*potong steam-nya*

die tomorrow?

I HATE IT!!!
FED-UP!!!
No no.. i'm not back yet.
Just trying to type in my last post 'cos I'm gonna send myself to HELL tomorrow..
one-way free ticket provided by my lecturers. How nice of them.. Awwwww...

Darn. *mengamuk sial*

Let's say if i'm still alive by tomorrow night.. err... hmm... *doubt that*
then I'll be back by Saturday.. err.. or Sunday.
Toodles~~ Tata~~ *runs off and sobbbbb*


*prays for miracles*

the insensitive me

One fine lazy Sunday afternoon.
4:35pm.

So quiet at home now.
Only my mp3 randomly playing softly at the background.
Dad went out with brother..
Mom is sleeping in her room..
Sister is pigging on the cold floor next to me..
Dogs are napping outside my door.
Rabbits are also lying with their eyes closed.

Me?? Building my freaky model. Scale 1:20
The size of 2 A0 paper!!!!..
Each A0 is 84.1cm X 118.8cm.. do ur math.
SAD CASE.
Life's so unfair.
Feel like crying.
Stressed to the max.


At this moment..
I am emotionalized.
I am mentally-unstable.
I am gloomy.
I am unsatisfied.
I am unresponsive.
I am lethargic.
I am insensitive.
I am spiritless.

Mamak like Murni Memang Must-GO

Jungle people like me..
must say thanks to RaymondtheSepet brought me to SS2 Murni for dinner.
Ermm.. it's me who drove.. ok.. so it's me then.. LOL.. (ok. ignore this)
he just showed some directions.. which were REALLY BAD..
he might as well tell me like.. next week before i make the turn.. *rolled eyes* geezz...

"banyak olang leh".. and it was only 7pm.
"wait lar u see.. it will soon take up the whole street."..
"you're kidding!!" *eyes opened wide*
bloody ass just jeling at me with his sepet eyes.
*gags*

I'm so craving for Roti Hawaii and Sirap Limau Ice now..
Deliciously wrapped thin layer of roti canai with scrambles of eggs, chicken chunks, pineapples, sausages and cheese.. CHEESE!! melted CHEESE!! yummyyy~~!!
but that wasn't what i had.. i just stole a few mouthfuls from Ray.
Mine was.. tada!!
their famous claypot "lou shu fun" with a poached egg!!..
*pokes and egg yolk spills out* WWwahhhhhh high d. LOL
(mamak also got lou shu fun.... ray said.. they what shit also got.. ahahhahah.. what shit.. *funny bone tickles* idiot babiiz)

ahhahhaha TOoo BADdd.. i din't snap any pics of it.. next time..
too hungry just now.. just wallop all up.. ahhahaha..
DAMN.

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Sigh. Was trying to work on my RnD since like.. 2 hours ago.
But.. can't seem to concentrate. Baizura's gonna kill me.
But.. if i don't finish it by tonight.. i can't complete my another model tmr.
then.. Anwar's gonna kill me too..
GOSHhh.. why my sched so TIGHT like virgin's? Shhheeeshhh..
GImme A breakkk lehhh..
damn i'm like talking to myself. Idiot.

oh YA!!!
Listening to this songg.. the whole night d..
NICE NICE NICE... thanks to GuanKah. Sent me this song.
Love their version. Heard Melissa Manchester's version once..
then fell deeply in love with Carrie Underwood's.. click *here*
but prefer this more.. love the vid as well.. and the lyrics too..
damn blardeeee soothing.. like damn got "FEEL" for me..
love it... love it.. love it!!!! *shrieks*



Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You wont be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you


Where are you???
Nobody stand by me.. *sobs*
for a very long time d.

model lagi... tak habis2

B-U-S-Y. busy. DAMN BUSY.

Second interim crit today was okay.
Not bad.
Another model.
For my design module.
Anti-smoking pavilion.
This time... scale 1:50 *pening*

for previous models, click *here* and *here*



why lustfairy?
my dA nick.
just uploaded these pics in my dA too. (click *here* if u'r kepo enough)
can check out all the models there..

darn. MORE models to come.
This is the FIRST sem of my whole diploma and degree modules..
that.. that.. *stammers* that I buat so many models...
WORST.. they're all only MOCK-UP!!!!
I need to do another scale 1:50 with different materials during this weekend.
Anwar said it will be the LAST model.
*happily jumping around*

ya RITE... the LAST model of scale 1:50.
Gonna start on model of scale 1:20
1:20 lehhh!!!!!!!!!!
FREAKING HUGE weyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


FUARKSS!!! *flops on bed sobbing*

celebrating "model" day!!

Hot HOT hOT humid weather today..
everyone's feeling drowsy and tired..
and moody and restless and.. and.. oh well.. the list just goes on..

even Rocky also tak nak layan me.
hiding in the little parit only that fella..
cooling wor.. *shrugs*



HEhhehEHheh.. *laughs* stupid dog.


What I did for the whole damn day today was model moDEL MODEL!!!~
Tomorrow to meet Anwar for tutorial before second crit on coming Thursday.
Crazy rite?!??! just crit last week only.. Sheeeshhhh *kicking, pulling hair*
I HATE MODEL!! i mean.. I HATE MAKING IT!!
but this semester is all.. and I mean.. ALLLLLL about models!!!
*sobs* tak tahan d.



Hiding in my room whole day except lunch, dinner and "juice-bar" breaks.
Look at the mess.
Bring in the table, craps and all..
On my laptop.. let the dvd(s) ran a marathon..
sat on my bed and did my model(S) till like.. NOW.
*looks at clock* 11.39pm.
Still got sketches!!! oh shit. Shucks. Argh. Darn.



First mock-up model for my pavillion. (up) Done last week.
Can view my previous conceptual model *HERE*



(up) Second mock-up model. Different views.
(down) Third mock-up models.



All done by today. Started from 2pm till now lor.
Err.. gimme a break la ok.. i know i said WHOLE day.. though it started at 2pm..
I woke up at 12.30pm today ok. Lunch and all.. Sigh.
Halfway through the day... couldn't take it any longer.
Feeling like a nun.
So, hoping shower - cooling facial mask - cookies - cheesy nachos COOLS me off and ENERGIZE. Well.. and it did. Hahahha. *rolled eyes*



Compilation of all three.

:)



p/s : See Yvonne!! I got do my models.. Nyek nyek!!~~ Blek.
*whispers* if not.. sure I kena from her more than I kena from Anwar. LOL