sick at the peak time..

Falling sick at this period of time is really wrong..
well.. not wrong exactly.. but just.. u know..
the influenza A virus running everywhere to every deep corner in the world now..
so.. kinda scary..

if u seriously do not know what is Influenza A H1N1.. by all means.. click *here*


i put my msn nick... ♥ missy is sick
instead of pity i've got.. most of them asked me..
"H1N1??"
"kena quarantine?"
"influenza A?"
"Swine flu?"
"Die people 1 wor.."
worst of all was.. "don't come near me.."
wth mann.. it hurts lor weyy... argh argh.. *sobs*

i wasn't quite paranoid about this virus in the first place...
as typically stereotype ass will think.. narhh.. sounds "so far".. not that lucky to get..
anyway.. i came back work yesterday feeling very very lethargic and chilly.. yet feverish.. collapsed onto my bed.. wishing i could just drown everything off with a couple hours of sleep.. but should i say sadly.. or fortunately.. my mom forbid it entirely..

she started lecturing and nagging none stop... i mean none stop...
on how i'm OLD enough to be few kids' mom & yet being so childish when i'm sick..
forcing me to clean up first.. or see doctor or pop some pills first..
but i just couldn't find the energy to even lift a finger..
she continued blablablabla none stop.. each time her voice getting louder n louder..
gosh man.. really giving me a free ticket to hell.. causing endless pain to my head..

fine fine.. i followed them out to the clinic.. on the same time to pick my sis up..
stepping out of the house forcefully i felt chills though in this bloody hot weather..
my my.. am i sick or what? can't believe the fact that sick can be so torturing..
(that's my complain quote everytime i fall sick.. *grins*)

anyway.. i was at the clinic... sitting in front of the doctor..
his 1st question to me was.. "are u paranoid bout the H1N1 virus around?"
I was like.. "nope.." and playfully added... "are you??"
He said.. "well yeah.. i am obviously... =) "

he started asking a few typical questions until he moved into the main topic..
he was checking up on me, looking at me... staring i should say...
asking me very very detailed questions if whether i have any H1N1 symptoms...
that was when i started to get all pussy-wussy realising the deep shit of H1N1..
after fully checking on me, my blood pressure stating I'm lil anxious lately.. stressed etc..
we had a short chat on how the virus has been effecting most ppl nowadays.. and how to encounter as such and walks of life etc etc...
not much patients that time.. was already 10.30pm ++..

until he started to lecture me on.. "women illnesses"..
gosh he trembled me the 2nd time tat night..

"u'r 25 d. u'll be probably giving birth in few years time.. until possibly u'r 35.. so u really really ought to take care of ur body.. if not how are you suppose to carry your baby in u.. *stern look*.."

I gulped.

"your lifestyle.. your inbalance schedule, your lack of sleep, eating habits will kill you..
don't be a 2nd hand smoker.. i saw very obvious signs in your throat. very red blood vessels.. when someone smokes around you.. chase them off... do you want your life or not?"

I nodded.

"cervikal & breast cancer are climbing rapidly sky high in malaysia lately. you really need to take care of your body. You should and you must... etc etc etc etc..."

He was so making me feeling so so so scared & paranoid.. not that i'm complaining..
but everything he said was true which i haven't been giving much thought to..

my med card reached my hands yesterday

starting today.. i think i must take care.. i'm freaked out.
arghhh.. thanks doc. seriously.

the best part was... he said... "want to talk bout stress with me? I have 70 patients under my hand 1 day in the hospital.. so don't talk bout stress to me? drink more water pls. 5 liters a day."



i damn tio char lor.. hahahahha... bengang sial me..


...

god no eyes

Yes.. it's almost 3.15am.
Yes... I'm STILL SICK.
No. I din't go see doctor. No idea why.

Sitting here, fidgeting with my laptop..
Trying to get my work at least partially done..

Lately I was bombarded with questions as such...
"You're interior student.. why keep doing architecture?"
"You architecture meh? or landscape?"
"Interior also have to do this sh*t ar?"
"Wah.. architect teach you in school ar?"

Sigh.. you think I don't know meh..
One say this.. the other say another.. how..?! *scratches head*
Tutor wanna see all these.. What can I do?
If he don't approve this.. I can't proceed into the interior...
Yah.. What the heck right???!! b1st1rd

(above) My finals exterior layout plan on cad. Sigh.
I don't like it. Not what I want.. more like what he wants..
So in order to get approval, I have to do what he wants.. *sulks*

Skipped dinner.
Slept for an hour. Headache. Brain quitted.
Woke up. Nothing to eat. Don't feel like eating.
Went out to 7 11. Bought instant noodles cup. *grins*

I'm not quite a good sick girl yah... Hmm..
What to do? No "private doctor" or "private nurse" to take care of me? hehehe
Alright. Back to work.

Yes. This is my face now.
Damn.

Now I am asking myself....
"Where's the light on my face?"
"Where's the goofy grin?"
"Where is ME?"
"Where's where??"


Work la. Break's over.
Hate hate hate hate hate.


...

i flowed "juices" out my nose..

Few weeks ago, I was at Subang Parade, meeting up Kwangli..
to collect the cute pigs before Mid Autumn Festival...
We sat and chit-chat.. sambil makan-makan sikit at Dessert's Bar.
There were always people in the outlet at Plaza Damas, Hartamas..
but here.. like only a table or two.. Hmm...
I like their color scheme... blood red... sexyy.. hahahaha

Anyway.. Kwangli ordered Frozen Flips..
Pancakes with a scoop of "your-choice" of ice-cream.
Pretty sight but pretty normal taste..
According to her... Haagen Daz's RumRaisin version was better...

Mine was Raspberry and Lemon Sorbet.
Not bad la.. Raspberry sorbet was way too sweet for my liking..
and the presentation was ... ugly lor..
I had sorbet before.. but never one like this.. ugly-ly scooped..
I din post up another raspberry view of this sorbet cos it was a bit disgusting..
ahhahaa.. looked like.. nvm.. hahahha
Just I wasn't satisfied with this food presentation lar...


*

I am sick.
I slept like 11.45pm last night..
which was the earliest night ever since months...
I was surprised myself.. hahaha..
Bad flu.. bad headache.. slight fever..

My mom was like... "Ikan bakar lagi lar....!!!"

Hehe.. Guess all these late nights and hot weather accumulated in my body heat..
Late showers lately.. cold drinks at night.. caught in rain... caused bad waterfall flu..
And me... nagging my family to go hawker-fooding with me the night before..

I specifically wanted to eat ikan bakar..
My mom complained. "I think you're pregnant.. Always craving.. and MUST eat that type!!"
I just couldn't help it.. hahaha.. no idea why lately when I'm craving for some food..
I really really need to eat it... *frowns*
if not I'll be like missing it so much... as if i'm heartbroken or i just got dumped.. hahaha

By the way, I'm not PREGGIE lor...
No one to make me.. hehehehhe

Went Bukit Tinggi Klang.. Plenty of hawkers there..
The food was all so-so only.. so no reason to specifically shout out the name..

The ikan bakar was so-so only.. Pedas.. But I was satisfied...
'cos I got to free my desperate tastebuds on it.. hehehe..
So when you got the ikan bakar as the main cast...
well, I invited lala-chean (below) as my sidekick.. hahaha..
So therefore, I fell sick. Farks.

*

So... i sick lor.
Sigh.. the feeling sucks. As if a 200kg bear sat on my chest...
Hard to breathe..

I was hungry but didn't eat anything in the morning..
Was very drowsy and lethargic when I woke up..
Nothing to eat at home.. No appetite too..

Mom suggested.. Spinach soup??
I almost gagged.
Then she poured me this glass of red vegetable juice.
Forced it down my throat.

Told her I didn't want to have anything to eat.
Kena marah pulak..
Actually deep in I was craving for maggi mee..
'cos last nite i saw a packet of tomyam in the cabinet..
But i know mom will never allow a sick ass to eat maggi..

Evening I was better. Slightly.
Went out to fetch my sis from school.
Hehe.. stopped by KFC... bought mashed potato.. *evil grins*
to compensate my breakfast and lunch and maybe dinner..

Nyum.. Erm.. sick food right? Can right? ahhaha...
I never finished this large size before.. but I did today...
Split it into two meals lor.. For tea and supper..
HAhhahaa...


Alright back to work.
Love y'all~



can i give up?

a quick "tour"

Yesterday's design tutorial was not THAT bad.
Was at Subang SS15 Old Town with Ariff (lecturer) and Eng.
Tung decided to drop out. So disappointed in him. Gave up too soon. Sigh.
Hmm... guess old town will be our usual place for tutorials from now on.
*shrugs* Fine with me. Subang is nearer to me than Cheras.

Well well, after tutorial, I dropped by Pyramid to have lunch with dearest Huay-Pin.
Was early, so took a quick walk around.
And how I regretted taking that quick walk. Darn.
I knew it was Mega-Sales month but it didn't popped into my mind then eventhough so many 50% 70% posters all around. Shits man.
Was like wondering.. eh why so cheap geh? why suddenly cut half price? like wtf?

Anyway, I saw this hobo bag in Topshop which was 50% off. Wanted to get it but...
Then this purple tunic in Dorothy Perkins.
I sooooo lurve it lot lot lot.
*rolled eyes* Yea. Love that piece but not the price.
RM 169.90 for that piece. No discount. New arrival.

Luckily Huay-Pin called on time. If not I would have bought it.

Sigh I spent kinda quite a lot lately. So gotta double-think this top.
Hmm... I haven't dreamt bout it last night... so guess not that love it lor.. hahahhaa..
But i miss it wor.. thought of it every second minute I could.
But no time to shop lately unless happen to stumble into a mall or smtg.

So I successfully did not buy anything... only KimGary's korean noodles in my tummy.

*

Last night was horrible. I skipped dinner.
Suffering from a sudden attack of bad bad headache and gastric.
Making me feel so restless now. Gawddd...

I think I'm goin to join that Nuffnang's Gift Ideas thing.
Soon soon.

just "heavily-padded" pannekoek??

Wooo.. i'm back to working (as in office-kind) today.
Yup. Back at Sri Hartamas.
Still kinda lazy feel. Not used to waking up so early. Hehehe...

Met up with Tess at The Curve just now for dinner.
Need to pass her, her bags that I helped her buy online.
She brought a friend along.. Chenguan aka FishBall.. who suggested Paddington.
Not boyfriend laaaa... hahah later she kill me for simply cock crap in my blog.
Tee hee hee..

Let's see what we ate.
Celebrate my last day for tomorrow that going to be on tat four-letter-word.
Not FARK lar!!! nabeh brains la u guys.

Hmmm....
From Tess's Morocco to his Oslo, lastly end up in my Tokyo...

Three bodoh cherry tomatoes sitting there by my mash.
End up still sitting there when the waiter cleared up.
AWww... sad sad cherry cherry tomatoess... They didn't taste normally good ok.

Food was great.
Mana tau... I guess I was too hungry..
Maybe 'cos ate a little for lunch only.. not even half of bowl.
Was at Wok Hei, Plaza Damas with Priscilla for KamHeong Fish Fillet rice.
They opened a new outdoor cafe.. not bad.. cheaper than the one inside.. serious.
Nabeh, my gastric gas added up.. make me puked like hell after 4 hours.
Ehh supposed to digest d rite??? Then why?? Hmm..
I'm gonna stop Paddington for months to come like how I quited on dough nuts.


Disgusting.
I need a doctor.



Sorry that this post end up revolting. *grins*
-_-

am i taking emo pills??

Very very moody. Grumpy grumpy.
No idea what mood swing is this... swing all the way to the opposite side.

I'm on pills lately. No.. not THAT pill.
Went to see my dietitian last week.
She gave me some pills for my gastric, vitamins and digestion shits..
Only remembered to start taking it yesterday.
Once she told me these pills might affect my emotions and feelings..
but so far.. nothing.. been taking on and off since last year. No problem at all.

Don't know why today was horrible..... totally no mood.
All the negativity attitudes shooting all over me. No idea.. no idea.
Suddenly moody, suddenly feel so hard to breathe like super damn stressed up..
suddenly drowsy, feeling nausea slightly..
I thought it was my period.. but i seldom have mood swings..
And my period was wayyyy over..

Hmmm.... if my guess is wrong on the pills..
then why like that? *wonders*
or maybe I'm really quite stressed up lately.
Too many in my head. Damn.
No.. i'm not EMO.. just feeling very fed up kind.

That's why I hate perfection. Get it?