three smelly words

*I Should Have*

I hate these three smelly words.
I hate myself for thinking repeatedly every night before i sleep..
or when i was stuck in a horrible jam.. times when i got nothing to do..
thinking about all the big-big-till-tiny-weeny things that had happened in the morning..
and concluded myself in an emo state of phrases.. starting with.. "I should have..."

I should have done this..
I should have said that.. heard that.. made that.. blah blah blah..
should have.... SHOULD have!!... should HAVE!!!!... I SHOULD HAVE LAR!!!
then how all my "i should have" will make a better difference... *rolled eyes*

ARGH!!! I'm such an emo bitch. Sometimes.

-_-