got card.. so what?? NO phone.

I just got my sim card back yesterday.
But got no phone to use. So... *frowns*
Not having a phone with me 24/7 is horriblee.... handicapped i must say.
I told Raymond... going out without a phone is like being a real man but no dick.

Been home for almost a week. Keep doing my assignments only.
I feel like.. i need a life. NO i mean.. I WANT MY LIFE BACK!!!!!!
I want long fantastic dinners, shopping sprees, bitching with my favourite bitches, hanging around doing nothing but laughing, tormenting myself with jokes, movies, massages, aroma-therapy spas, manicures pedicures, doing something without DEADLINES.. etc etc etc..
I want stress-free life!!!

*

Oh yeah... MERDEKA peeps!!!

enjoying so far??? I didn't.

*

My bitch gave birth to 2 little puppies again last week I think.
(Ya i know she's a pariah dog... SO? Pariah dog not dog ar??)
(At least she's more loyal than guys)
(Ok ok.. not all guys. SOME. So don't emo with me k, guys?)
One male, one female... So adorable..
Just opened their eyes and transforming into cute fur balls.. hehe
At least they cheered me up..

p/s: I really hate this guy... who told me once... YER PARIAH DOG!
it's like WTF man.. This guy is really really self-conscious.. Like to show off his "skills".. *pukes* luckily not a close friend of mine. Just an acquaintance.

p/p/s: I'm eying on C902. Hehehe... *silence* Sob SOBSObb.. pockets dried up. HOw??



I WANT FREEDOM BUT IT'S NOT COMING~

i think i'm jinxed

I
F*CKING
LOST
MY
HANDPHONE!!!



Don't ask how i cleverly did that...
'cos I have no answer to myself also..
One minute it's in my bag..
the other minute it's gone.
Moreover ghost month over d.

So, please send me your contacts via here, or email.. (look at the left sidebar)
Facebook or Friendster pun boleh...
Thanks a ton. *hugs*
I'll still be using back the same 6665 number..
Will be collecting the new sim card tomorrow if can.


Well, any nice phone to intro out there?



i'm sad and pissed and ARGH!!~~

Life's A Tug of War

Sigh....
I teared blood today...

The decisions you make will carve your future...
The decisions made during your life.. will take you down many paths.
The decisions you make can either help you or hurt you...



Hence, what is your decision?





psst.. the pix a bit dramatic, i know... added effect~
i hate final sem!!

my head messed up while olympic closed

One Sunday that I didn't touch my laptop till now.
Just want to take the whole bloody day off.
Not doing anything since brain not working at all.
But my heartbeat was very irregular 'cos I'm just so fishing worried.
Bout my school stuffs. Hatred born.

Anyway I woke up this morning with this glass of juice waiting for me...
Mom went "juicing" this fresh juice before I woke up..
She said, "Must drink. You're turning into a "boh-lat-gui.."
(boh-lat-gui simply means no-energy-ghost in hokkien)

I was like... gross.. looking at it without mixing water... really yucky looking..
This juice includes carrots, baby bitter-gourds, celery, one duno-what green veg...
ermm... beetroots & cucumbers.. All organic worrr.... Mom's fave.
The aroma was not bad.. just the sight of it... the carrot smell really stood out..
So i poured some water in.. for extra taste, I added in a tablespoon of enzyme vinegar..
mom's DIY, ribena and rose... nice~~
(she's selling the enzyme too.. different flavors... so if interested let me know...)
Well, she said can detox, ermm.. something to do with blood.. err... etc etc. lol
So it was healthy and yummy by not looking at it la.. *grins*

My brother habis-kan all the Big Apples Doughnuts I bought yesterday.
So that cup of fresh veg juice was my only breakfast.
Don't really have that appetite to really go eat anyway...
"Anxious" and "uncertain" kills.

Helped mom with lunch and house chores.
Then went back to sleep the whole day today. Never slept this much before.
And never sleep these hours straight for a bloody long time d.
Family understood this time.. since I din't sleep for nights d..
so nobody kacau or woke me up until like dinner time.... hehehehe
6 hours of undisturbed sleep... though i did wake up to pee n drink water several times..

^OO^ *oinks*


Dad handed me this piece of papaya before dinner..
My uncle all the way in Sekinchan gave us a lot of papayas that he planted backyard.
Very sweet.

Call me mountain (sua-ku) but this was the smallest papaya i've seen.
Smallest papaya that was sooo sweet and ripe..
Normally this size is always like unripe kind... greenish and hard..
but... hehehe... alright.. I discovered something new today. *laughs*



Was watching the closing ceremony of the Olympic..
Wow I must say. *click*
The opening was so formal grand..
where else to me the closing was quite those of celebration finale kind..
The fireworks were like GREAT.. superbly splashing colours into the dark sky of Beijing.
I so want to be there n leave all these stress away. *sulks*

One final rehearsal before closing starts.

Love this centerpiece.

More here *click* and *click*
China won like 51 gold medals. Hella lot rite??
Anyway there's always stories behind the winning..
I somehow read this.. saddening... *click*
Nobody told her, her mom was dead till like after she entered the finals or won...
Imagine that mixed emotions... aww.. *sobs* so sad.. *sniff sniff*

Well, China's Olympic won everything though... technically said..
The best opening and closing ceremony ever in Olympic history.
The most medals... the most this and that... the best this and that...
Couldn't recall much now. Look at the time. 2:13 am. *frowns*


*

It was Selina's birthday last Friday. (lady boss okayy..) *grins*
Really no idea on what to get her.
Me, Wayne, Priscilla and YoonLeng shared to get her a cake.
So I ordered BigBoysOven's LV cheesecake for her.

Sorry this pix aint clear. But you can check them out here. *click*

Great cakes, great presentation, great people... give it a try..

Very pretty cake right? Look appetizing... and very very cheesy...
Priscilla loves it. Wayne ate the most.. YoonLeng & 2nd helping after few hours.
We curi-curi took this pix from the box... seriously..
'cos we can't wait to look at it after lunch that day.
Pris hit the pantry and was like "come come we go see the cake.. hehehheheh"
I was like... "ok grab cameras.."
"Ok ok" was her reply.. but the hands already in the fridge pulling the box out.
Hahaha so cute la she...

YoonLeng helped Selina to cut the cake.
Little Katrina was sitting on her lap, eyeing on the macaroons. Adorable kid.
Eversince she started kindergarten, really can talk well d.
Love kids... (only when they're not crying their lungs out)


*

Droopy eyes, bad eye-bags, more freckles I believe..
Mood swings, Sudden-emo, Bad sleeping patterns, bad eating routines.. etc etc..
This is the proof. *glances below*

So any of you who needs free consultation on becoming a jack-ass zombie...
just email me or leave me a comment. I'll definitely get back to you if I could.


0_O"


To you guys who are reading my blog, I'm sorry... I'm a bad train wreck recently.
That you guys really have to tolerate with my sucky bad-ass attitude...
on keep complaining and sulking over my final-year project...
'cos this is the shit that worries my ass off very often lately..
and I just couldn't step into the right track yet.
So guess just either read my complaints or just ignore it..
'cos I know it's gonna get old and annoying right?
But I just need a few lines to just gush it all out k. *hugs peeps*

Love you all. Love me back. I need tons of love.
Undying love.

bloodless kill

This happened last night..
A whole lot of things to rush and complete..

Today is my first Interim Crit for my final design module.
I really panicked 'cos I know what I have produced is not enough.
Just that I did the best and produced as much as I can to do for today.

I am lost. Yes. Lost in not sure what to do and all.
Serious. I'm not kidding. First time presenting for crit with no confidence at all.
Bloody first time. Hate that feeling.

This morning rained heavily. I was so hungry.
Slept at 4.30am. I was already hungry. Woke up lagi hungry.
Went to this chinese med shop to buy bread.
Told that lady boss, I'll just take the bread, need not the plastic bag.
But I removed the plastic bag....
SO BLUR put the plastic bag into my bag and started to walk out...
I really din't realised it at all.
Lady boss called me back and laughed...
"Girl, why you take the plastic, don't want your bread ar?"
GOsh... Plastic bag still in my hand, in my bag, bread on the counter.
Soooo foolish. SOooo embarassed. SOooo not myself today. All because of that stupid crit.

Eng, my ONLY classmate in action.
Also kena bombed.

My crit sketches. (below)
Gawd gawd gawd. Of all the things I did... I was bombed too.
Slaughtered with no mercy. Dead hanging.
I was quite disappointed.

Close-up. See how my lecturer stick the butter paper on my sketches and start commenting.

They even draw on my sketches...
Even though that is like normal crit procedures... but but... *heart aches*

Well well... face the fact lo. I really need to buck up.
But somehow I'm stuck. Like real stuck this time.
That really terrifies me.





I really hate it when lecturers said we're lazy.

HATE IT

is it women? or is it just mothers?

A quick one.


I really don't understand mothers.
Anyone who has complained bout their mothers to me..
I really also don't get their mothers either..
I don't hate mothers... I love mine very much but I just don't understand mothers.
How mothers think? What mothers say? What mothers do?
There are so really cool mothers out there... but just a few.. modern moms..
So why mothers are like that?

Issit because I'm not a mother?
That's why I don't comprehend mothers' actions?

I'm so hoping... when I'm a mother.. I'm not like this.
*fingers crossed*


p/s : Another thing, I think dicks are equals to pussies. I'm not bias.

BUGGER

it's gonna "contradict"

Went school for submission and a short tutorial today.
Met back old collmate who is working in my dept now as a lecturer.
Small world huh?

Back in Klang.. Starbucks again. *grins*
My laptop is like 24/7 with me.
I cant do much work at home with never-ending "naggings".
YvonneHelmet was there already.
As usual "friendly" grumble here n there for me being late..
*whispers* like as if from Cheras back to Klang no jam at all...

Haven had my lunch.
Had CALM Tazo tea... not calming enough.. 'cos I'm still pretty tensed up. *frowns*
Ate mushroom cheese muffin. Love it.
Of all the food in Starbucks, I love their english muffins the most.
Cheesecakes are great too.. but just it's very sinful to makan cheese ok.

It is really good ok. 4 bucks fifty for one.
Taste better than burgers... and healthier I suppose.
Hehe..


*

My granduncle passed away two nights ago. Mom's side.
I only seen him like less than 5 times my whole life.
I do feel sad in a way 'cos life is so unpredictable.
The last time I saw him during CNY this year.
He was up and walking and yes... fagging..
*grim*

So everyone went down. An hour ride.
Only me alone. Lonely-nya.
Bought a packed salad-bowl from Jusco for dinner.
No idea to eat what. SIen.

Comparing to what I had last nite.
Hawaiian Supreme Crunchy Crust Pizza with my sister.
Enough of carbo food d.

Alright. Won't be uploading anything maybe until Friday.
So.... make yourself happy ya. *hugs*


By the way, I bought a new bag today.
It's black from MNG. Yummy.

back to work. fuck

want high school back~

I just got back from Disney's High School Musical Ice Tour.
Held at Bukit Jalil as usual, tonight was the premiere.
Went with HuayPin who got the complimentary good seats tickets from the organizer.
Not bad. Go get the tickets and watch it. Worth.

Nah a quick teaser.

Very tired.

Going to hit the bed like in few seconds time.
Will upload the pix soon.
By the way, I've just updated the previous post with more pix.
So just check it out ya.

Gonna go visit some vegetable farm tomorrow for my design case study.
Can't wait. *yawns*

Alright. Love yall...

love life

welcome to my dirty closet

UPDATE!!!


I love my new TOY!!!!!!!
Love it till I want to screammmmm!!!!
YAbAyAaaaBaaaDoooooooOooo!!!!!

CANON Ixus 860 IS
I curi this pix from internet. Hehe.
I think I'm going to name my baby. *guffaws*
My baby charging now... Need full 8 hours of sleep.
Going to be strong strong.
Heheh.. i'm so happy laa...

My plans to be bookworm tonight was ruined.
Thanks to RaymondSepet.
But at least I get to buy my baby... So I'm glad.
Just that I have to work my ass off now.

Hehehehe... I did snap a few pix la...
FOodies for the our dinner at Sushi Zanmai.

My baby's wide angle feature. Cool. Hehe.

Come out with this kind of people damn sien. Keep sms'ing the gf only.

Food food food... Love their plates. So the nice.
No doubt their food is fresh, affordable, and much better than Sushi King.
Sakae Sushi sucks. Hate it. Sushi Groove not bad, maybe a little pricey.
So it was effortless to love Zanmai. *grins*

Very full. Thanks to RaymondSepetMyBestGuy for dinner.
After so many ffk times and super busy at F1 sepang work...
finally we met up and spend some time together.
Really miss those times.

That bugger RaymondSepet successfully GOOF me up again.
I thought he was just bloodily toying it.
Mana tau he really snapped it and laughed like a cow to himself.
Nabeh him. Make me wonder why until I saw the pix myself. *groans*

I love my dress colour.
New dress. Yum~
Thanks to Annie...
Introducing her friend's boutique in Subang Parade and getting 20% off.

Aiks!!! I got project submission tomorrow.
Will upload the food pix soon.
Going to High School Musical Ice Tour with HuayPin tomorrow night.
Can't wait!!!! This week was horrendous. Need a good time-out.


Bye peeps... I love today.
Btw, Kwangli looked like a hot mamma today. Seriously yummylicious.
HAhhahahaHahh Hyper like hell now.


tralalalalala~

goof-fee-li-cious

My goofiness shines.
Aye to me!!!

Taken 2 days ago.
This was very very unintentional. I swear.
Been doing my works in Starbucks, Centro Klang the whole damn day.
Taking a short break, whoring with webcam for fun.

Browsing back the pixs... stupid idea struck me bad... *grins*
Oh well, every pix was at the same angle.. so I just flipped some over.
All done in less than 5 minutes. Hahahaa...

Stress makes me nuts alright...
C'mon gimme a break yaa...

Meeting Kwangli in half an hour in Sunway Pyramid.
Better don't fly my kite man.


Toodles~

missing him

where's love when I need some??

Just came back from design tutorial.
Yes I know.. it's 1.20am... AM okay....
Started at 11.15pm. What you expect?? *frowns*

Kena bombed to cebis-cebisan..
until I have to find my bloody cebisan somewhere somehow.
Gawd. I'm feeling very very freakin' stress now.
First interim crit is next Thursday and I've got nothing out now.
NOTHING. N-O-T-H-I-N-G!
Well at least I considered them THINGS before 11.15pm just now.
*shrieks*


Cannot sleep.
Cannot think.
Cannot figure it out.
Cannot shit die.

HOW?
Emo now.

F.I.R. & 信 - 需要你的愛

This song make me lagi emo.
Good lyrics. Good guy. Good girl. Good song. *thumbs up*
ARGHhhhhh......

Yes. Very the 需要 the 愛 now.
Need love need love.. need sweet tender love.
For mood + strength + creative juices "booster".




So where the fark is my 愛 ?????

Cannot find.

stories captured within the angles

How picture tells a thousand words.
How you interpret it with your own words.
Very interesting.

White?? No??

Oh well.... you know.. it's.. ermm..

Contradictory between lines.. get me here??

You consider this entrance or exit?

Hmmm...

Ooohkay...

Guess it ??!
*grins*

*

I'm at Starbucks again. Centro Klang.
Kisses to all muh babies. Hugs.
Back to work.



really hate this time of the year. Sucks.

Breast-Talk

All between the three of us.


We had a stupid short "breast debate" over the msn chat just now.
Arguing bout whose bigger, who wear push-up bras more often, whose saggier..
Bout who gonna win the biggest boob title between us...
Bout when gravity hitting?
Bout whether to go enlarge it or reduce it...
And guess who won? *grins*
Self-declared winning anyway. Hahaha


Got also kena.
Don't have also kena.
Big also don't like.
Small also complain.
Push-up also cannot.
Don't push also cannot.
How you tell me?
Why having a pair of sweet mamamia "meatballs" also so susah??
GIRLS!!!


Eh... not i win ok. -_-


three stooges' game

a long but not so long day

Brother made dad to buy him 2 fighting-fishes.
Fighting-fishes to fight right?
Somehow they managed to buy 2 fighting fishes that CAN'T bloody fight.
What the fish hell!!?


*

Was at Sunway Pyramid's Starbucks today with BernadineBehBeh.
Somehow out with her always blows my stress n worries away.
Oh what a happy nut she is.


somehow feel like blowing bubbles....

olympics beijing triples the eight

Yeah. I know a lot of people get married today.
Whatever. 8 of 8 of 8. So what?
Everyone went freaky over 7 of 7 of 7.. then nex year 9 of 9 of 9..
It's still another everyday-routined-life nevertheless the date right?

*rolled eyes*


*

I just watched the Olympic opening ceremony.
Still watching now anyway..
Cool yeh... *smiles*
So many people took part... a long breath of WOWW...

Not going to go on and on and on bout it...
All gonna hit the main media tomorrow...
I took some pix from the internet to post it up here..
For you guys who din watch and lazy to go searching online. *grins*

Very very colourful.
Love the colours very very much.
So story-telling... so cultural... so touching.. so filled with admiration and awe..
Very vibrant.. very contrasting... it just SO spell "celebration"...

Seriously blew my mind away.
Proud to be Chinese yeah? *winks*


Oh well, some other things that really amazed me the most were...
The Four Great Buildings to shape Olympic Beijing.


1. National Stadium. "Bird's Nest"
- jointly designed by Herzog and De Meuron Architekten AG, Switzerland
& China Architecture Design Institute.

The stadium is a bowl shape with a red stand.
It looks like a nest structure.
It is made of gray mining steel covered with a transparent membrane.
"Bird's Nest" is an original creation...
With a fresh and unique appeal, an exciting example of global architecture.
Seriously a great creation right? Ommiggoshh...

2. National Grand Theater - "Eggshell"
- by French Architect, Paul Andrews

Exterior don't look that tempting in the morning hor...
But at night... sibeh nice lor. I want to go.
The shell, made of titanium metal and glass together...
With day and night lights will add radiance and beauty to each other...
and have fast-changing colors.... This is so cool.
The surroundings of the Grand Theater are semi-transparent, golden netted glass walls.
People can see the sky inside the building through its dome.
Crazy ideas made to life mann.. Sigh.

3. New CCTV site - Unconventional "Z crisscross"
- designed by Ram Koolhass, the Metropolitan Architecture of the Netherlands.

Two quotes standing by this crisscross.

"It's the architecture that China needs -- I bring it to you now!" Ram Koolhass.

"The open attitude shown in selecting design schemes of this
high caliber has surpassed the architecture itself." Wu Yaodong.

Hehe.. I thought Ram was dead.. Sorry sorry.
I have this thinking famous architects are all dead.. hehehe...
My bad my bad. =P

4. National Swimming Center - "Water Cube"

I like this the most. Not sure why. *grins*

A semi-transparent "cube", with "bubbles" spread out all over its surface...
A damn good shape very similar to the structure of "H2O"

More info *here*

Ohmygodd... they just lit the huge torch.
So freaking grand wey..
Want more pix? Go google it.
Bet they're uploading it every second now.





psst.. psstt..
guess how much the architect earn?
The heap of brainstorming for cool-never-done-before ideas and workloads...
Worth the bucks right??
But still freaking so nabeh right?!
*looks at the green monster sitting on my right shoulder*


me want too... if my brain is like half theirs.

JEALOUS!